be T.O.U.G.H

haizz

2010-04-21T17:00:00.003+08:00

i really duno wat 2 do already...

exam is NEAR..

n i din study AT ALL..

holly father...

HELP me...

recently..2 bitches were around him and text him very often..

y i call them bitch??because the deserve it...

if someday ..they pissed me off the the MAX..

i'll send u all the link ..haha

hmm

one is CINDY TAN ..one is CHRISTINE NG

wat the F??

her name was same as mine????

wat an unlucky one!!!

suddenly feel very hungry...

no mood 2 continue writing de..

pretty hurt

2010-03-15T16:25:00.003+08:00

i know...

it'll end someday...

but

i never know...

it'll end tat fast..

i know

it could be hurt

but

i never know

until it comes 2 me..

i'd been

try my very best

in last 2 years

to make myself tough and independent

and u come

make me 1 2 stick to u all the time and become so weak..

and now..

u 1 me 2 build those toughness and independent

ALL OVER AGAIN

wat do u think?

it'll be easy heh?

sry..it's hard for me...

BUT...it wont make me fall

someday....somehow....somewhere..

i'll make u regret for wat u did b4

revenge is in the progress..

wait n see k?

wat i HATE is...nt ur decision

BUT is all ur LIES

u know i hate liar..but y u still 1 2 be ONE OF THEM

FUCK U BUSTARD

NAHHHHHHHH

curse u till the end of ur life~

AMEN

RED box with honey~~~

2010-01-28T15:15:00.002+08:00

LOL..guess wat...

right now..right moment...

after lunch with my honey..

we suddenly feel like going 2 redbox..

so 2 gila mia...go redbox...

funny thing is...

both of us ...

quarrel with our bf....

haha...

hmmmm...

quite enjoy going out with her...

long time din hang out 2gether ad...

cause bz dating marr...haha

anyway...

AS result come out de...

1C 1D......'

anyway....quite satisfy ad larrr..

GOD BLESS..

AMEN

31st DEC

2009-12-31T15:54:00.002+08:00

last day of 2009..

i bet everyone is going 2 farewell with u when the clock strike 12 ..

u're not alone..

BUT i'm all alone...

2molo, our new fren will come n visit us..

everything has 2 b new...

new hope, new dreams...

yeah..

NEW me...

wat so new about me...hmmmm ...

wanna study hard as AL coming soon ...

hv 2 be very clear about wat i 1 n wat i need...

quite bz next year...

exam, bro getting married, lots of relative oso getting married..

n i plan 2 work at my dad's fren's legal firm after AL...

jz 2 get some experiences..

wish me luck ppls...

hope good luck will goes to u all as new year comes 2molo...

everything goes on smoothly...

muacks!

AMEN!

-god is LOVE-

it's driving me crazy

2009-12-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

kinda feel upset now...
i really duno wat happen 2 me....may b is because he's bz..?
hmmmmm..
something happen on 17th actually....
i bring my car 2 service in auto city perodua at 10am...
den tat morning...something wrong with my 013hp....it didnt ring or wat...
so i ASSUME tat no one call/msg me lur..
den after sending my fren back 2 his house, i saw 012hp gt 5 miss call,it's my fren veronica
so i called bak...she din answer.den she call back,i din answer..FINALLY,she call me n i answer.
she said:where r u???ur sister finding u ..call her back asap...den i was wondering...y my sis call her
in order 2 contact me ler??
den i call her by using 013..she scold:u know the whole world is finding u???y u din answer the phone??y u disappear for the whole morning??where u go..den i said after bring my car 2 service
i sent my fren back...she said:i duno...u call daddy..
so i called..daddy ask:y ur phone canot call???where u???den i said i duno y my phone cannot called in...it didnt rang since morning..i think smth wrong with my phone de...den he said..i duno..u call ur san gu..
so i called,san gu said:where u?bla bla bla....
i admit..at tat moment...i was very very pek chek...cause they seem 2 b suspicious for wat I'd said..
but when i reach penang bridge...msg from celcom...it's voice mail...i gt 2..
san gu's one:cindy ..where u go??v r all finding u...pls call me back asap....faster..
papa's one:cindy ar..call me..i'm finding u...
after tat...without realising...my tears drop down....i duno y...
twice?mommy very worry until cry?daddy bring one big stick n stand by in the car in case i really missing??my heart really very pain....cause i whn i reach home...sister said: u noe ar?i go all the way 2 auto city jz 2 find u?den papa oso go auto city from hometown?san gu oso go auto city perodua 2 search for u?i called 2 peroduaduno tat i'm tat important 2 them...but now i know...at least i'm still in their heart playing an important part...hmmm ...sorry jie jie,papa mama n san gu...and thanks u all for caring about me tat much...i love u all...

i'm once lost again

2009-12-11T16:46:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm

i'm lost...

actually...

i duno wat m i doing now...no mood 2 study...

haiz......another secret is ***haiz...i duno it's right or wrong...

it's sin or not...

i don't know...

sometimes i jz 1 2 pretend as if nothing had happen...

sometimes i jz dun wanna think much n continue on..

but sometimes....something is stopping me 2 move on...

i'm really confuse....

may Father Lord guide me..

AMEN

...

2009-12-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

i dunno y n how...

i'm down....fcking down now....

i'm scared tat my friendship with her is gonna gone....is gonna change...

i like 2 b fren with her...i like 2 tell her my things...dunno y...i'm jz fcking like dis bestie...

BUT recently.....i feel tat there's some changes between me n her...whenever she gave me the cold look ..the cold reply...really hurt me...a lot....

i hate tat feeling......i wan her back,...

n i duno y 2day everyone is so down......haiz...

thanks for Birret....care abt me..

he is really a nice guy and best fren...yea ..i like him..

hmmmm...i duno wat 2 do now

no mood 2 study....AL next year n Mock next week

y our college got endless exam,endless class one?

funny college.....n WEIRD ish..

MAY GOD BLESS ME

n SHOW ME THE PATH....

-Amen-

happy

2009-11-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

haha...

i siao de ..lols..spent money can really make me happy ler...

i spent again....haiz...kek sim at the same time happysiao eh..

haiz....another happy thing is received my Ex msg..n guess wat?i was very cool 2 him..and it makes him shock!

heh....nw is the time 2 take revenge and get bak everything i lost...

so ..better watch out!

hmmmm....jz nw went 2 eat wan tan mee...and now...my stomach nt feeling well ler.....

keep on lao sai...

ish...kang kao nia...

haiz.....

cindy ng is confusing abt something.......wondering and guessing....and thinking....

hope for a better 2molo.

good nite ppls.

muacks:)

AMEN

home sweet home

2009-11-03T23:42:00.003+08:00

guess wat...

i'm now imagining abt my future home....

my house will b fill in with ikea furniture...

design by my own...

paint the paint tat i like....

hav roughly abt 7-8 rooms in a house..

a double storey may b?

rooms for:(1)me n hubby

(2)my kids 2gals n 2boys

(1)my parents

(1)my hubby's parents

(1)my siblings

(1)hubby's siblings

(1)my maid

yea...tat's enough....n i wan a mini little garden....

omg.......i wan England style..with lace....lols....

promises tat i make 2 myself.....open up my own legal firm in at least 10 years time..

earn my own income, get my own car, own house...tat's right

women cant always depend on their hubby...they mz hv their own money..

1.wont get bullied

2.feel great cause spend ur own money

tat's right.......tat's right....

it's time for me 2 dream all dis...lols...good nite...

p/s:everything i mention above, i really meant it.wish me luck!:)

AMEN

dizzy day

2009-10-21T23:21:00.005+08:00

bestie....i luv her!!!tis is wat v call....TRUE FRIEND

dis is cindy ng....my eyes isnt tat big lar....wear contact lens eh....and....was quite quite sick today....since yesterday...feel like vomiting and dizzy...and Dr.Hwong said may b is food poisoning...but i don't think so...:)

lols......handsome nia.....chuah min xiang....

my medicine...it's homoeopathy...they said healthier..haha

wow...yeng right???damn yeng right??very cool right????(mcd happy meal)

BUT....see....he oso needed baby bib...hahah!!my work

cindy ng again...lecturer bla bla bla in front..i chiak chiak chiak behind...good student ever!

happy meal for every morning breakfast...another factor of growing fat..

my bestie is sick too....flu~~

few weeks ago....at duno wat shop....eat indian food...erm..i dun like tat shop..

daddy!!!best daddy in the world!!!!at nando ..yesterday nite!happily eating...

dad...u're aging...i noe...i luv u!muacks!!

another bestie...secondary one!!Lim Cheah Ann....UPSR,PMR,SPM straight As...BUT cant get JPA...wth...

tat's all for 2day..haha...2molo hv 2 wake up earlier ler...cause hv 2 accompany sis n baby go check up....good nite ppls....

daily quotation: take a few minutes in ur daily life 2 recall back what u'd done ..hv u done smth bad 2 ur parents?hv 2 hate somebody for wrong reason?? life is nt a bed of roses...no one is perfect...but at least try 2 b perfect!

AMEN

VAIN~again

2009-10-20T23:25:00.004+08:00

who says only U can act cute?????

hair dryer advertisement kah???lols

jesmine jie jie n me.....at sakae sushi

sukda jie jie....hahahaha!!cute ler

while doing my revision listen 2 dis song.....remind me of my childhood.....thx..papa n mama

i do miss u both when i'm in pg.........I MISS U!!

love myself!!always do!!!

the snack...lalalala.....(reason of gaining fat)

the thingy tat causes me 'leakage' during the classs...

v love EDELYNN!!!!forever n ever..

n finally...thx for viewing my blog.....haha...muacks>.<

good nite ppls.....

daily quotation:love urself, be urself, be satisfy with wat u hv, do appreciate every precious moment in ur life....

AMEN

another random Sunday:)

2009-10-11T12:16:00.002+08:00

halo ppls...

Sunday again...

haiz...

time flies without realise

erm...i think 2day will b the last random Sunday ler...

haha..

cause 2molo is CIE As exam.....

so i'm in the house 2 do some revision....

oh yea~MOCK exam result came out de!

i get total 60/100..

actually happy larr...but nt so satisfy lerr...

but brother remind me tat i told him earlier tat i only need a "pass"...

but nw is more den a "pass"...

so...since i need more den a "pass"...no..is at least a "B"..so i need 2 work even harder for 2molo's exam...

wish me luck ppls!!

i can!!!yesh~!!!confident!!yea come bak de....!!all had came bak!!(relax,confident,courage)yeah!!GOD BLESS..

AMEN

*p/s:jesmine..give me 2 days time..i'll upload our pic....:)

Random sunday:)

2009-10-04T15:44:00.002+08:00

sunday.......sunday.....sunday.......
it's been a long time tat i'm free on sunday...
Sunday usually will b my family day....
but since my exam is jz like 2 days after today...(no matter it's death or live...i'll still face it)
so i decided nt 2 go back 2 my home town....:)
i'm alone in the house....
after mopping the house, cleaning my room....
i decided 2 sit down n write dis stupid thingy....
erm...yea....yesterday was lantern festival right...
but ....i did nt celebrate it....
i can still recall tat.....
when i was small......my dad used 2 make lantern for me....
RABBIT lantern....tat's my favourite one.....
but...unfortunately.....i'm still not a camera freak tat time...
so didnt take down any pic...
haiz..wat a waste....
NOW....no more lantern....no more celebration....no more rabbit....no more candle...
as i grown up....everything seems change a lot.....
i need 2 b very very independent...no one borrow me their shoulder....
the childhood will never come back again.....
i MISS....MISS those time.....
everyone now is busy with their stuff.......accompanying their gf/bf...
i need 2 make my own decision...
even if the decision is wrong...i hv 2 take it...happy or not....i have 2 face it...
no more parents by my side.....
no more sibling sending me 2 school....
i'm jealous with my course mate that their parents is still sending them 2 college....
no more shopping with my brother....
no more hanging out with my sister....
MY LIFE...is like.....360 degree change.......
NEVER MIND....I'm Cindy NG....
so i can face everything and anything..
i'm strong tat no one can make me fell...
NEVER NEVER NEVER...
may Father Lord bless my family...
my parents...my grandpa...my bro...my sis....everyone who is reading my blog....
AMEN..

DEATH

2009-09-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

hw do u think about death??
u noe........as i'm on my way coming bak to penang from perak......
ALONG the road.......i suddenly think like a kid,where'll a person go after they died?
how is their live in another world??
before this, I take death as a normal thingy.....never think too much...only knew tat a person will end up in the heaven if they done something good..
but now......i'm scared of the word"death".....i'm scared if one of my family member tell me about how if they leave my some day....i'm scared......very very very scared.....
i couldn't stop my tear...as i'm thinking this..really...i cried for about 20 minutes...non-stop....
i leave my home town, and got on the car, n my tears came out....u noe....every time i leave, i wont be crying...but y.....i've now become a very very weak person....i dont want myself to be like tat......
EXAM is coming soon....yet i dont think i've finish study my thingy......i think i'm stress enough....so i become so weak recently......
DEAR LORD.......
I WAN TO BE TOUGH,tat's the trademark of mine.....
nobody can stop me from doing something i wan to do..
nobody can c my tears ..
allow me only cry in the middle of the night....
while there's only U n me....alone..
FATHER LORD, do bless me in my coming exam...all i'll do is DO MY BEST....tat's what i can do...
i noe i can...
YES!CINDY NG ,U CAN!!
REMEMBER, MY DREAM:open up a legal firm in 10 years time...
papa n mama......wait for me....for GOD sake...u both hv 2 come over 2 my firm n may b become my assistance??lols.....

SERIOUSLY...i wan u both u c my success...n SHARE my happiness.....
AMEN
*sorry guys...no mood to write more...*

tired day.......but enjoy...:)

2009-09-16T01:08:00.009+08:00

was absent to class on monday...lols...cause lazy...n wanna buy something marr...so ma absent lur....went QB...after tat...went bak home n study...........it makes my feel tired...lolsss

For my daughter lar...who else...

For my ex teacher's daughter....lolss

For cousin's baby boy....haha

For my baby girl...:)

reason of growing fat........SUPPER!!lols.....

After revision....canot tahan de...too tired...den put mask ..den sleep...lolssss
exam jz around the corner...GOD bless arrr.....
night~

Hiccup day..:(

2009-09-11T21:43:00.005+08:00

lols....i called it hiccup day cause i keep on hiccup-ing for the whole day.....it's irritating ....shitzzz

ok...lemme tell u my story nw.LOL...
Morning- after wake up, take bath, check mail n ready 2 go out for movie......BUT......i CANT find my house key~!!!wtf.....sis n bro in law both go 2 work de.....n my key is with sis.........
den i call sis....
she said:try 2 find around the house.......(although v both noe there's no more key in the house)..so definitely cant find anything....so.....when i decided nt 2 go out n sleep for the whole day....sis called: i come bak now......(she's in BW)...so gam dong....lols.......
Afternoon- go for movie"where gt ghost".....erm....i was late....for abt 20 minutes...so i missed the front part......haiz.....because of the ppls larrr..shitssss....buy ticket oso wan 2 use credit card.(damn slow...den the credit card canot use sumore)..stupid.....the movie was nt really funny larrr....it's ok ok only...quite disappointed.......i prefer the front part... i dun like "house gt ghost"...tat's totally sucksss.....after movie ...walk around 2 c whether can find papa's b'day present anot....unfortunately ...cant find.....
i spend my Friday jz like tat....2molo promised amy tat will go 2 library n study......hopefully can get smth into my brain larr....LOL.....wish me Luck~:)
Now-listening to "ai wo bie zou"^^
-the end-
*yea i noe.......fatter nw.......*

life is nt a bed of roses:)

2009-09-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

*finger cross*
in the name of Father, name of the Son, name of the Holy Spirit,Amen.
pray to the Father Lord tat everything will be alright......
the sun will come out after the rain....no matter is a small rain or a heavy stormy rain....
Hope Father Lord will grant us with blessing, SAFETY-ness and few others things...
All i hope n pray is my parents will be alright n live in a safety environment whenever their children(me n siblings) are all bz with their stuff and cant stay by their side to accompany them....
Father Lord...
pls grant us with PROTECTION ...to ur children....especially my family members..my parents..they are my life.....my soul...my everything...no one else can replace them in my heart,except for u ...my Lord....
it was a narrow escape..i noe...all i need to do is thanks Lord...thanks Lord for the blessing...thanks Lord for the protection,thanks Lord for everything....I noe i might jz too greedy...I NEED MORE PROTECTION FROM U, FATHER LORD.FOR MY FAMILY....
and for now....i m mood less....in everything.....but pls...dun let the trouble trouble me..
cause "trouble is a friend"
i'll win this war,i WAN to win dis WAR~as i noe..my exam is coming soon..
live or death is on my own hand.
.study tat's all wat i can do.

AMEN

Merdeka!!:)

2009-08-31T17:23:00.016+08:00

c...i keep my promise(update my blog)....hehee..
i'm a good Malaysian...so do my family...LOLS....so v celebrate HARI MERKEKA!!
went for dim sum AGAIN dis morning...with papa,mama,gege,bro-in-law,papa's fren n me!!meet keat yong there(jz right beside our table)...LOLS.......hahahah...
after tat..went to Northam Hotel to hv our buffet lunch~the reason tat went to northam hotel because v last minute only decide...n almost all the nice one is fully book!!!damn!!rasa sayang, g-hotel,E&O hotel, evergreen hotel,traders hotel.....ALL FULLY BOOK!!wth~
frankly speaking...the buffet in NH is ....erm....so so nia...n nt much of variety.....haiz...the 6 table occupied by Ng's family..LOLs......

the decoration....the only thingy i like..LOLS

the baby's grandaunty=my aunty..LOLS..........

the ........LOLs.......

my mama n baby's mama n baby..LOLSss

the BUN!!

the cake~~

the granny n grandchild...LOLS...happpy family:)

baby's aunty...haha...CINDY

the fish n the water n the plant n the light........=.=

the cousinnnnnnnn

the tempura

the ppls.........(my papa's family n his sister's family)
15 of us..include the BABY:)

the papa..LOLSss............the blue colour shirt one..................:)
*hugs.u.all*
w/ love!~muackssssssss

my life~~:)

2009-08-31T00:32:00.013+08:00

I'm soooooooooooooo lazy right nw...so......NO CHOICE...
let the photos do the TALKING..:)This is Edelynn Tan...my baby girl....*HUGS HER*

As u noe....I'm sick for few days....soooooo...hv to wear mask even i'm in the house...cause of Edelynn.........

Hahaha...the hairband me.....LOLS.......

erm.................................speechlessssssssssssss...

This is moo moo...Cow larrr.......hahah

Marry Brown new branch..near to USM

oh~~Maxim's dim sum...hv our breakfast there.......thx bro for treating me n sis..muacksss

ohhhh...follow ge ge go QB....fcking jam in the car parkkk....tat's de reason y i dont like to go shopping during weekends......

toooooooo bored in the car......TAKE PIC lur...LOLS

I like the top....but ge ge said looks fat.......sobxxx.....HV TO GO ON DIET De....(when????)lols

hahahah...after dinner..den rest for abt an hour....continue.........LOLS

nahhhhhhhh...our supperrrrrrrr...LOLS..............toooooo sad ...forgot to take the blueberry cheese cake...n subway...hehe....tat's y i cant diet larr!!From left: papa, mine, ge ge, mama

after dis............went bak home...........den start to BLOG lurrrrrr
yyyyyy????????????????
cause I'M FCKING FULL RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!
anyway.....hv to go 2 bed nw....cause 2molo......BREAKFAST!!LOLS....with papa n mama n ge ge...hw abt LUNCH?????haha...no worry.....ad planned....buffet!!!
2molo one big family will go for buffet!!stay tune!!more pics coming!!!
*HUGSNKISSESSSSS*

Party

2009-08-27T09:22:00.011+08:00

I"M here..:)
went to my b*tch's party on 25/6/09 at golden view service apartment...n i overnight there~^^
Enjoy the party, the food, the room, n the pplsss...thx FIONA..muakcsssss

This is Fiona..(of course nt the yellow shirt one larrr)..the BEST gossip partner....ily..:)

She's jz tooooo pretty...n......everyone likes her, i bet?LOLS.....she's hot~~she's cute~~she's friendly~she's b*tchy~she's loving~she's taugh~i like her because she NEVER show off...(ignore the different branded bag tat she bring every week,tat's nt show off,she's jz like collection)

awwwwww.......become fatter...DIET DIET DIET~LOLSsssssssss

Me n MX....LOLS......i jz finish bathing.......n i was FORCEEEEE to take pic with him~hmph~~

the MOST DISGUSTING PART~~it's suckssssssss...i kena in the last round.......LOLS....but i din eat.........cause i'm nt feeling wellllllllll..hehehehehe

yer...............they're VAIN.......one said side view is NICE, one said front view is NICE...so both of them end up one side n one front....LOL

erm..................................................................................................................................they fcking like dis style...wat 2 do???????????...LOLS

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..the fever Cindy............take during the gossip...LOLS.....go 2 bed at 4am....no wonder i get 2 days MC after tat...LOLSIN the morning....prepare to classssssssss....but i was absent........after drop mx n js...den i went to clinic....the doctor said i m fever n nt encourage me go 2 college...so bye college...LOLS

WAITING for more picture to come........................................stay TUNE~
BYE

I'M back:)

2009-08-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm here to apologize to u ppls for nt updating abt a month...
the reason is..i'm quite bz with my college thingy..cause exam coming soon...
well...nth special happen in this few weeks...
as usual...go to class, shopping, surfing net.....nth else...however..i quite enjoy this type of lifestyle...cause i like to b ALONE...hehe
i was reminded nt to go to the crowd again n again ...cause of the H1N1....when papa told me ..i jz answer "ok"...
without thinking twice..i went shopping again...yea...today...abt 11am....after buying my things...is only abt 12.45pm...so i decided to go bak n take a shower b4 go to class...after the shower...i feel like nt going to class...duno y....BUT...i still went to class....haiz...i was damn tired while i was driving to coll..LUCKY me..find a parking lot in front of the coll...GOD BLESS...
when i enter the class...i sit down...class started...n i felt sleepy...n tired...all in sudden....i started to recall y m i feeling so sick all in sudden.....only den i realise tat i went to the CROWD jz now.........
den abt 3.15 i told my lecturer i m feeling sick n hv to make a move first..n she nodded...:)
straight away went to the bed whn i reached....wake up abt 7 smth...den started to do revision...
feeling much more better now....pray nt H1N1..cause Edelynn is staying with me.n she's still a baby...n u ppls pls take care~drink more water n stay away from the CROWD
stop here...will update soon...PROMISE.~~
AMEN

life SUCKS

2009-07-21T22:02:00.002+08:00

haiz...

hmmmmmm..

how 2 start huh??

lol...

quite a lot of things happen recently...

so hv no mood to update my blog..SO SORRY!

i'm at my aunt's house...ya..again...

staying at her house...

i hate tat feeling...

duno wat to do...difficult to settle down...

wth......no freedom.......shit!

but it's only a day staying here...

BUT the problem now is...

dad ask me to stay here for a week when sis is at my hometown..

he said no body at home...u alone..so better stay with ur aunt..

i know...it's for my own good....but..papa..u should noe tat all my books,shirts,wat ever is ad in sis's house...

to move "them" in n out is very frustrated!!!

i HATE!!!

so......i gonna face to face discuss with papa tat pls...dun do tat to me...or else i rather die..

haiz...

recently...hv conflict with few of my course mate...haiz...

duno wat happen lar..

n haiz.....make me n another fren become like..erm ...enemy???stranger???i don't noe..

feel tat he refused to talk to me...even a "hi" n a smile..wat ever...y do i care so much?

tat's all.....for ATC's life...i HATE tat...the only thing i like is the lecture hour is SHORT,n can gossip with AMY N FIONA!!tat's cool!!thx gal..i really appreciate n love u both!muacks..

ok...i really don't noe y i dun like the new intake...erm...may b u can say i'm weird?difficult to mix??

wat ever....dun like means dun like...dun need to pretend myself!!haha!!tat's me!

talking abt LOVE...Love???i dun need for NOW!!i don't noe wat happen ..few of my ex suddenly keep in touch with me after they had missing in action for months..lols!!

well!!i noe wat i'm doing..

oh ya...papa ask me ..y i look soooooo relax in my study compare to my bro??

i don't noe how 2 reply..

wat i can say is...papa..i study,u din c.i play around,u did c..so...wat m i suppose to say?

u need me to holding my books 24 hours in front of u?dun need..

i hate to PRETEND!!!

so stop PRETENDING in front of me!

hate me,LEAVE!

like me, STAY!

tat's all for 2day..

good night!

welcome to the world,Edelynn Tan

2009-06-27T23:38:00.007+08:00

my baby was born in 2009/6/19..evening..3.7 KG..no joke man~
Lol...everyone says she looks mature,yea is a SHE ..like 2 month child..
and and AND
very chubby
ahahha
her name is
Edelynn Tan Yun Han

Photo was taken on 27/6/2009
and who is the photographer?
lol..of course is ME=CINDY NG=EDELYNN's xiao yi lar~
abo u meh~"i'll eat u up if u come near me~"

:"xiao yi..wat r u doing???"

"ayor..xiao yi ar...i'm trying my best in posing mar~~`"

"i wan to act emo can ar?"

the end

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2009-06-18T03:23:00.003+08:00

The time now is 3.23a.m,but I have difficulty in sleeping~
I M VERY SLEEPY,BUT I CANT SLEEP
stupid anot
because the air-cond was not function well.....so i cant sleep at all..
thinking of moving to another room....
but lazy to bring all my stuff
wat to do?blogging lur~~lols..
later gt class ar.................
if i still cant sleep hor,den later u will b seeing me no mood for a whole day ar....
promise hui ling to go movie with her ....duno will end up sleeping in the cinema anot
ahhahah
ish~enough lar......
i wan go to sleep de lar...
2molo hv to drive here n there sum more...
good night/morning..
AMEN

16/6/09<9.14am>

2009-06-16T09:14:00.003+08:00

Well...after a cried last night,feeling much more better~
damn it... i didn't know y m i soooooooo stress dis few days and nt in good mood...
n i really hope all dis will stop until here, n bring back the original me~
last nite..when i feel like telling frens abt my problem,the first come to my mind was huiling because saw her on9 at MSN ...but she said she is bz...so......suddenly 2 best fren come in my mind...but i did nt call them...because i knew tat they slept quite early.......haiz...
SO....who else to talk to?no one....only my Guardian Angel beside me...i told my problem to her and cried out ...i felt relieve......after tat huiling nudge me in MSN n ask me wat happen,i jz told her roughly abt my problem n said tat i m now ok...n told her i need to go 2 bed because morning gt eng lit.I thought i will hv a good sleep last nite..but when i lying on my bed....everything started to floot in my mind n make me keep thinking a lot of things........n therefore made me cant sleep...i pray...pray very hard n hope tat Father Lord will take away all my burdens n stresses n lie them on His feet so tat i don't have to carry them...and i oso pray tat let it be the past,,everything will b alright when i wake up next morning.after tat,i slept..when i wake up dis morning,all the problem started again...however,i remember tat starting from today,everything will be alright.so i tried to cheer myself up.n i know i will be STRONGER after the cry.
THANKS Father Lord for helping me whenever i need Him.THANKS Guardian Angel as well...

Time to Blog^^

2009-06-13T21:44:00.012+08:00

lols~i know if i posted all the pic...someone sure come n tell me...

"lols...U're VAIN,Cindy."~~

hahaha....anyway..i will still upload...hhahaha
so NOW.....
let us welcome the picture and does the talking...
bla~bla~bla~~

*I'm NOT naked*
The end

Unlucky day~

2009-06-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

i have no mood to write toooooo long ..so jz a few points as summery for 2day...

1.Class started at 11.15 and my sis told me to drive to school myself at 10.45....wat to do? L.A.P lar.......
2.went "Lily" for lunch with 3 course mate,and meet my Ex there....n "lily" hv no place for us,totally full..den i told them to go to another shop cause i dun wan to see him.......(make me very down for whole day)
3.went to eat wan tan mee...den STARTED TO RAIN~~~~den v decided to run to 7/11..one of the course mate eat MaggiMee there while waiting for the rain to stop...BUT it became heavier,so v decided to run when the rain get a bit smaller......
4.Class finish earlier.....GUESS WAT HAPPEN????????......................................................I GOT SUMMON................damn~hv to pay RM 15 because i put nt enough coin..............................................................................................................................................bankrupt Bankrupt ad lar~~~~~~~~

i think tat's all gua...............wat to do ? hope a better day will come lar~

@&#))#$)@(#$

2009-06-03T23:39:00.007+08:00

EUWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
DANIEL TEOH FOUND MY BLOG....
SHY SHY AR..............................
AHHAHAHAH
chatting with Elly right now
and discussing about the bitch
since my personal setting : when there is a bitch,there is a flirt..lols
and the BITCH should have know she is a BITCH
lols....the bitch is making me commit a lot of sins today..
DAMN HER~
enough...enough lar cindy ng...ahhahaha.
Pray lord will forgive me
ahahha
-the end-

l.a.m.e

2009-05-26T22:05:00.004+08:00

Jz want to say Hi ...lols~

-the end-

My angel

2009-05-26T21:57:00.004+08:00

My little angel is cute,aren't she?
lols~
i miss her a lot~
She likes to talk back whenever i talk to her~and we like to FIGHT~
ahahaha...when i dun wan to argue with her,and even refuse to take with her
den she will come by my side lols...she is very manja one~~
ahaha...anyway....she is the only child tat i love a lot~~
VINNIE~

HATE!!!

2009-05-23T14:11:00.003+08:00

I'd tried my best not to be moody today....
(because when i woke up dis morning, i prayed that"o Lord,pls help me to control me from being moody today)
and i really had controlled a lot...
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!
HE makes me feel tat if i m nt being moody,i m committing sins!
WTF!!
I'm jz viewing some branded apparel,bags and so on ..
n when I say "oh lord,dis is beautiful"
den he asked:wat so beautiful?
den i reply:nth....jz the burberry bag..
den he say:why r u always viewing branded thing?not started to earn money,ad know how to waste money?
I SAY:wat????did i said that i 1 2 buy?i m jz viewing ok???!!!!nth special!!!!!!!!!!den after tat i jz kept my mouth shut n choose not to argue with him!!!
SHIT~even if i buy,did i use ur money ??y r u like to complain about wat i did so much????
u r jz like to complain about me,but y don't u go n complain ur cousins??since u care them more den me!and since u like to treat me like ur cousin,nth special u bought for me when u came back from somewhere.Did u know tat,sister grace and bro lawrence used to buy things for me which is much different tat they bought for their cousins?dis is called SIBLINGS!!!!!!!and when u buy branded,did u ever scold urself??most of ur top r nike,and mine 1 is jz cheap branded.Did i complain tat???(if u called tat as caring,so sorry,i cant accept dis special kind of CARING)
u nt even care about me n nt even treat me like ur sister.
SO U HV NO QUALIFICATION TO COMPLAIN about WAT I WANT TO DO AND WAT I DUN 1 TO DO!!!!KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT PLS~

Current Mood

2009-05-19T23:35:00.007+08:00

nothing special happened today~
feel like blogging now,is because of i want to boast about the miracles that God given to me
And I'm not going to write down the "story"...jz wanted to thank to the All Mighty God~...Thanks u very much, dear lord,I'm so happy that u'r listening to my prayer...i prayed hard for "that" and u really give it to me.Thanks father Lord again and again~~~
Listening to :-

丁当 MC HotDog《我不怕》now...

damn nice song tat i like it very much currently~
..........................................
我不怕他们觉得我奇怪觉得我傻
我不怕认真会太过激动太过冲动
只要你相信最准的直觉来得最快
我不怕我的天因为你而改变
.................................................
ok~i damn like that phrase~(actually i sing dis to the Lord, telling him that i will not scare about anything....tell him tat i believe in him.I love HIM)
************************************
chatting with few of my frens now~
one of the conversation is as below:-
*p/s:his English is quite poor~so pls bear with the language
..........................................................................................................................................................................

Jacky {-@-} says:
^^
at there got find 1 good bf ma?haha
i love Lord more den anyone~~ says:
lols~
i prefer single lar~
Jacky {-@-} says:
if no i so waste le lo wakaka
i love Lord more den anyone~~ says:
ahaa
Jacky {-@-} says:
single no good la
i love Lord more den anyone~~ says:
good~
Jacky {-@-} says:
要当女强人?
i love Lord more den anyone~~ says:
lols
can oso

.........................................................................................................................................................................
erm~is tat i really prefer to be single?
the answer is YES.Since i'm taking A level now, and the things tt i need to study is like..."tons of book" lols....and really hv a lot of things to think about and so on...
so actually hv no time to think about "love" yet....
SO.......pls dun ask me "do u hv bf"?lols...
-the end-

It's all about L.O.V.E

2009-05-15T14:09:00.004+08:00

我爱自由
我爱忙碌
我爱父母
我爱我家
我爱学习
我爱废话
我爱救世主
我爱天父
我爱血拼
我爱花钱
我爱孝顺
我爱发脾气
我爱闹情绪
我爱钱
我爱乐器
我爱快乐
这就是我！

若我迁就你，那我在犯罪！
若我伪装我自己，那我在犯溅！
若我做回自己，那我在消罪！
所以，请你不要让我犯罪或犯溅！
哈哈哈哈哈
-完毕-

I LOVE freedom
I LOVE busy
I LOVE parents
I LOVE home
I LOVE learning
I LOVE nonsense
I LOVE saviour
I LOVE Father
I LOVE shopping
I LOVE wasting money
I LOVE fidelity
I LOVE throwing temper
I LOVE emo
I LOVE $$$$$
I LOVE instrument
I LOVE happiness
This is Real me!

If i accommodation YOU，Ｉ am committing sins!
If i pretend MYSELF, I am ＦＡＮ-ing Jian (lols)
If I be what I should be, I am Clearing my sins!
So, please don't make me commit sins/ Fan jian!
ahahhahahaha
lols...
-the end-

6th of May

2009-05-07T16:36:00.007+08:00

Lols....since all my friends are busy with their stuff...so not going for lim teh......so i did lame thing again at home ...lols~~~~~Lols..new hairstyle???hhaaaaa

-end-

Thanks to everyone

2009-05-01T16:14:00.001+08:00

Everyday and night i will be praying for myself so that i can be more stronger,more independent,and change all my bad attitude to good one and keep improving my good attitude.of course..not forget 2 pray for my parents who earn money and let us receive good education,hope they are always in good condition and healthy;sister and brother in law who always fetch me here and there,hope they and their new born baby hv a blissful family;brother chuan who always encourage me to study and teach me how to communicate with people around me,hope he and his gf forever loving;brother Lawrence who always hold me when i nearly want to give up everything and he teach me to be patient,hope he can graduate with good result.To my aunty who i m staying with now,i learn how to be calm n cool although i m in hot tempered,hope u are happy always.To my friends that are always by my side whenever i am away from home sweet home,hope u all good luck in everything.To my enemy who betrayed me,hope u are having a good life now.Not forget to thank people who are reading my blog now,thanks for sharing my happiness and sadness.

23/4/09

2009-04-24T00:54:00.003+08:00

Well...cant sleep right now~lols.....cause.something extremely excited happen..ahahah~~~cant said it here~~~~..only my kelvin B n me know ~~lols~~
okok.....1 of the reason y i cant sleep now is.....2molo i hv an appointment with my "sisters"...lols....for a few month din c her...damn miss her~~..so ...we will went to shopping "later"....
Haiz...i was late to school just now...about fifteen minutes late...n .....there is only a few place 4 me 2 sit.....n i hv to sit beside the window and...the last row~wtf~~n Siva......ask me:can i show u "a(means one)" magic...den i was thinking..."a" magic...y not?it will nt take too much of my time...den i answer"yes...go ahead"...after the magic....he keep on showing me another n another...up until the class end...lols...swt nia~~~
so hv to revise bak with Amy cheah on Monday~..
the reason i was late is:-
1. I went to somewhere dis morning, n sis went to teach piano..
2.after i done my thing...and instead of waiting for her,i decided to go QB.
3.since i was in QB, she said v had our lunch there den...and tat time i was in "popular"
4.after tat ,she told me 1 2 eat "tong shui" and ask me any suggestion?
5.den i say dragon-i......den she say 1 2 go baby-gap n buy shirt for baby,as v go up duno wat floor(which v think baby gap is there) , den v pass by kim gary...n she say abo v go kim gary lar~
6.den i say ok~...after tat...c c...no time de....she said next time only go baby gap...den ok lur~
7.when 1 2 pay the parking ticket..v walk into jusco...and saw 1 damn cute shirt....so she stop n BUY...
8.after tat....she said wanna buy smth ...den go in to a shop..(mummy wat wat ) i oso duno...lols....n i told her u stay here, i go toilet.After she buy her thing.she tell me "i wan 2 go toilet"...haiz..i look at my watch...aiya...2.05 liao ..sure late 1 lar...den i dun care de..
9.the end
lols~~~~

tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
i m going 2 bankrupt...lols~~shopping day again~~~
will update when i feel like update lur~
haha~

21/4/09

2009-04-21T20:10:00.005+08:00

TODAY...yea is today...
is a good day and oso an unlucky day...cause.......since last night the rain doesn't stop until dis afternoon..and the weather is like..........CAMERON HIGHLAND~
but...........the sad thing is....i cant sleep until so late...cause 11.15 gt class~~~so hv to got up at 10.o0...haiz........after tat i go n take my bath....as i on the shower,it does work...and a few second later....it STOP WORKING~~~~SHIT!!!den i m thinking"wtf....the cold weather like dis and did u expect me to bath with cold water??????".....den i say haiz,.....bo bian liao lar.....hv to make it faster liao......wat water oso hv 2 use de....den i turn the hose,wtf!!!no water oso!!!!!!!damn it!!!after tat i wipe my body n come out with pyjamas again~lols...den when i came out..i saw the maid...n i told her...."kakak........kenapa tak ada air"???n i almost cry~~den she say "tak ada ar???aiya...saya tutup silap...den i was like.........luckily it's nt a water shortage...or else ...i will b absent 2day...ahah~~~
When i reached school,AMY CHEAH is ad there....and she suddenly tell me :Cindy, let's go to London at the end of the year....den i was thinking??London?for wat?Den she said:Study there lar...den i answer"end of the year??she said:no lar.....the last year of our degree....den i said....is not tat easy 4 me k.....den she said:can 1....if u study hard den sure can 1....and my answer to her is : no matter how hard i study ,i oso cant pass n get good result 1...den she look at me and smile:No such thing tat study hard n cannot pass with good result 1....u need to study hard n smart~~and says tat if get good result,den can ger scholarship,save a lot of money n etc etc.......AMY ...AMY..... actually ...u make me "wake" for a while.........i dare not say tat i sure can pass my A levels with flying colour......but all i can say is ...i m sure i will try my best!!all i 1 is make ppl around me get shock of my result~and make parents happy ..for sure..~~k..GOD will bless me ,i know~all i need to do is HARDWORKING!!AMY,let's work hard together!God Bless!!!

20/4/09-the sadnest day

2009-04-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

well..........
i sms u .tat day. at night.
before i sent u a sms, i took a very deep breath.thinking tat,should i ?
and,after the 1st sms,we continue 2 sms each other everyday.
one night, i did not know what happen to myself,all the sad memory came out all in sudden.
i told u, i m sad. and ur reply is:mind to share with me?
and my answer is yes.
in the msg,i tell u : i think of our past,i m very scared.i think of the sadness that u left for me,the coldness that u gave to me, the sad memory u gave to me.i am scared,i scare of everything, i scare of facing problem again ....i dun wan!!!
and ur reply is : ........speechless...
WTF!!!!!nvm ..i forgive u ..cause i think u might oso felt sorry to me or may b wat...
This few days....i really very emo and easy to loose my control....
i can cry out in a few second.....
i suddenly feel tat dis world is lack of love and full of hateness,selfishness...
1st is i think of my granduncle,after the accident,cant talk in a proper way and hv to lie on the bed now...he is sad...and v r trying hard to help him to b normal..but everything seems like the same....
2nd is i felt sorry to my fren,stephanie,at 1st i told her i m going to the trip, but the next day i told her i m nt going due to some problem.....(the problem is,i 1 2 go back to my home sweet home every week...i 1 2 appreciate the time and chance tat i still can face to face talk with my parents,can hold them,can hv a simple meal with them,ppl who are not away from home wont know abt the feeling,i dun 1 to regret.tat's all) .....and de reply tat she gave to me is i m giving her problem.well....sorry to her again..
3rd is i feel bad with the condition right now,i dun like the place tat i staying now, i dun like the room that i sleeping now,i dun like the meal that i having now.is not tat i dun like the ppl ....i jz dun like to see ppl face and do things....(understand?)...i dun like to wear the mask everyday...i 1 2 show my feeling ,i want to have privacy,i 1 to have freedom~~but i jz cant do tat at HERE!!!AND i jz duno why,i feel tat she is becoming more and more selfish and emo nowadays~well.....I WILL BEAR WITH IT FOR ABT 2 MONTHS TIME and then, i will LEFT!THX LORD!
4th is .....i really wanna to study.....but everyday when i came bak from college,i look back the notes tat i copy,i did not know wat to study........feel tat everything seems like very easy...(but on the fact,i know they aren't)
i call my best fren just now while re-copy my messy notes...but he din pick up...after tat he cold me....when i heard his sound.....i felt relieve.....but when he ask me:anything u 1 2 tell me?i cried....a lot of things i 1 to tell...but he seems like very busy...so i jz said...nothing....
etc etc etc.....feeling better now...........
wat to do now is ...go n take a bath..den sleep ...so Good Night....
p/s:Cousin Rase.....if u read blog,pls dun go n tell ur sister,ur brother, ur mother,ur father or whoever.....i need PRIVACY in front of the FAMILY.thx

Happy Birthday to Granpa~~

2009-04-12T01:00:00.011+08:00

Happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u.....
Wish you(my grandpa):stay healthy and........Happy forever!!!

Lols~~~~duno whether is granpa birthday or our birthday~~~v seem like more enjoy den gong gong~~Yeah~~Me and Pei Xuan~~i more cute lar~~ahah....(beh paise nia)..
Ok~~dun believe me...i didnt eat tat little~~~lols~
Aunty and Lawrence......wow...sitting in v.i.p room lur~~so unfair 1........
hello~~~Cindy n Rase is here!!!!!
Everybody were busy eating~~~no1 cares abt me ~~ahah
Lovely cousin n me!!
ok...among 3 i m the fattest....but there's oso angle problem ok~!!!!
i hv 2 admit tat my face r more n more roundie nowadays~no doubt...eating a lot now~~~ahaha
Our family pic~~
The whole family pic(spots me!!!)...no need to spot lar~~find the fattest 1 tiok is me liao lar~~~~~ahaa!!lols !!!In Seoul garden,auto city.
-The end-

11.4.09

2009-04-12T00:46:00.006+08:00

Well...a shopping day again~~~but dis time is forced to go 1....sien nia~~
Lols...i saw dis funny guy while waiting for the sales girl to take bag for my bro~~~lols..beh tong nia~~~And i do lame thing again n again~~~aaha
Lols~~speechlessssssssssssssssssssss
...................
More speechlesssssssssssssssssssss i think...ahaha
-the end-

10.4.09

2009-04-12T00:19:00.008+08:00

Lawrence Ng came bak from K.L....lols......we went to taiping n fetch him.After go bus station,den v go taiping hospital 2 fetch my eldest bro after he finish his work......after tat,we went to Kuala sepetang n take our dinner~~Yummie~~

The Nice View make ppl feel relax when having dinner there.....1st time been there.....quite nice lar~~
Lols......i know i know....i will get fat......but now....I DUN 1 TO KEEP FIT AD!!!(to my cousin)..because i really cannot stand with YUMMY FOOD!!~~~~
Wow....look at their plate....even "geli" den mine 1.......they ate a lot~~~~ahaha.....
Look lar~~while waiting 4 them 2 finish up their food~~~did lame things lur~~i m expert in that
Ahhaah~~~u know i know~~~
Well...i think i din eat u huh???cause i din saw my plate gt dis colour of crab oso~~~haha...u r the lucky 1....
the "pee prawn"ahaha....lai niu ha~~~NOT NICE 1......

Not forget to thanks to dis "contributor" lols....but i oso think tat i din eat dis...because the surface of the crab tat i eat is smooth 1....dis 1 gt a bit....scary.....i ask my eldest bro y is it like dis,den he replied: because it is sleeping and snooring~~~wtf~~~lame bro!!!ahaha
ANYWAY,nice dinner....thx 2 daddy n the lord for providing dis meal 4 us~^^

09.4.09

2009-04-10T14:42:00.002+08:00

Yeah~happy shopping day ~~~
Morning time,went queensbay with my sister n bro in law after my sister went 2 body check up.
I went Borders 2 find my "contract Law" reference book,but......CAN'T GET IT!!!!(geram)
After tat,sis call me when i m in forever 21,ask me whether 1 2 take breakfast with them at Canton-i anot,den i say ok ...so i went there n meet them up.And i realise tat Canton-i is like Dragon-i sub company,wth~lols...after breakfast,sister fetch me 2 college.
What the lucky 1,2day my lecturer was nt feeling well,so she let us go abt half an hour earlier.So ..i call my cousin 2 acc me 2 gurney.We went there at abt four smth.When i reach there:-
1.Go 2 "Shi Lin" 2 buy tempura
2.Sasa 2 buy smth
3.Esprit, but cant find my top
4.MPH,Spend 1 hour there....swt~buy my book.
5.Popular,apply 4 member card,buy wrapper and CD case.
6.Went Korean stall,buy Sweets and drinks.
7.went Roxy,but cant find my slipper.
8.Went Dorothy Perkins buy some top..(finally)lols
9.Feel hungry den go big apple.
10.Still nt satisfy,go gelatissimo.Sit down there n eat(and call my kelvin b...cause thought he working there,mana tau,he said he fever).And Guess...who i saw?ahah...distedDBS 1...but i never talk with him b4....i think his nam is "wei zhi"
11.went 2 fourskin 2 buy my slipper!!!!
12.daddy come n fetch us..den went 2 eat dim sum..
............................wat a happie day!!!!!!i enjoy!!!i love!!!!i like!!!!!!!!!

When i stay in home at night,and this will happen...lols

2009-04-04T21:53:00.022+08:00

-Starting-

He told her:"baby~i need to leave u,cause v r nt in the same world. if v still pretend as v r the same,den v r torturing ourself.Let time forget and clean everything,include me.Just forget about me and dun contact me anymore.Thanks.."

and she kept on wondering~y is he saying all dis nonsense?she's sad for no reason~

and she keeps waiting for him to come bak 2 her, but it seems like useless...he din contact her at all ....nor msg her~

As waiting for him to come bak,she started to miss him~~she recall every moment that she spent with him 2gether....all their sweet memories had came out in sudden,and she smile~

u might see her smiling at u,fooling around and she looks active and happy-go-lucky....

BUT,inside her heart,she is bleeding~

-the end-

yeah~use dis 2 make u "stand"...lols....thinking wat?i mean hair ok???

i 1 2 go 4 lee hom's concert on 2nd of May pls~~~~

u really 1 2 go?no matter wat happen?no matter ur toothache start again?

YES!!!!i 1 2 go no matter wat happen!!!!!

U cant stop me!!!i 1 i 1 !!!!!!blek!!!

stubborn betul~~~well~tat's me ma~

the end

-No titile-

2009-04-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

每星期四的晚上，我都会回家，因为星期五没有课。。哈哈。。。
然后呢，星期五就是今天就会呆在家咯。。。要不然中午就去找朋友吃东西。。。在家就是那么的自在。。。昨天爸爸在我回家时，他就告诉我说公公晚上上厕所时不小心跌到然后撞到头。。。。然后我就问那又怎样吗？爸就说头流血咯!然后今天早上看到公公时，就看他的头，都没事，然后我也没问了。过后我就出去复印东西。。。回家后，爸爸就跟公公在谈话，我就看到公公的眼睛很红。。。然后爸爸就告诉我他要带公公去看医生。可是过后还是没去。。。因为公公坚持不去。过后我就问公公，为什么爸爸要带你去你又不要去？他就说：你爸爸很忙，很多东西要做，我这一点小事就不要吵他了。我如果真的有事的话，我会跟他说的。我也劝失败了。然后公公就继续说：我活到这把年纪，能驾车，能吃，能走，已经是很好了。他就说，我年轻时很努力的在工作，如今儿孙孝顺，爸爸所提供的方便，他已经很满足了。唯有我的大哥还没结婚，二哥和我还没毕业，只要我们这三个完成了他的心愿，他就心满意足了。他说我现在，要出去就驾车，回到家如果下雨，电动门一按，就不用淋雨。如果要冲热水，就按开关，晚上热的话就开冷气。。所有的一切都很方便。然后他就说，你的爸爸真得很忙，因为他一个人要管理很多很多的事。。。我当然知道我爸爸很忙啊。。。所以有时我甘愿坐巴士回家啊。。。那天在温习功课时，突然间觉得自己很败家。。真的。。。因为觉得自己读书要花那么多钱，为什么不干脆去读中六呢？然后那天又买大提琴,RM2800觉得自己真得很浪费。要风的风，要雨得雨，跟爸爸开口要钱时，爸爸从来没说第二句。haiz.....CINDY 啊。。。是时候醒了啊。。。

I M BAD STUDENT~

2009-03-28T16:30:00.003+08:00

p/s:photo is uploaded for introducing purpose.

lols....i have 2 admit i m a bad student....ahaha.......hey....all my ex course mate.....look here!!!dis is my new college ...and my new lecturer....do u think i will fall asleep in the class???of course no..!!!lols......dis new college really make my life miserable lar.......1st is the place....there dun hv campus 1.....only 2 floor....2nd is the teaching method ....they din tell u wat's going on...straight away teach u de....wtf~~and 3rd is this lecturer....from the 1st day i saw her....i ad felt smth wrong with her de....the way she wear really one kind 1 lar(but i think is her style lar~~).BUT,the way she teach is very good and she likes to joke with us,although sometimes she goes quite fast......-the end-

WWF's Earth Hour

2009-03-27T17:19:00.004+08:00

I bet recently u get 2 watch or listen about the wwf's earth hour right???lols...ME TOO!!!!....ahaha.....tat's y now i m writing dis 2 remind u tat ....On Saturday at 8.30pm,people aroud the world are encouraged to switch off their lights as a gesture of support for energy conservation and the fight against global warming.....SO PLS TAKE ACTION !!!

L.A.M.E

2009-03-21T12:34:00.009+08:00

Lols......stupid.........

lols......................................speechless lar.....

Lols....currently like to do weird weird thing......cause lots of my fren went to NS....so feel very bored staying at home....tat's the only reason, i think...xD

-End of the show....lols...-

19/3/09...new hairstyle and new colour

2009-03-20T13:46:00.004+08:00

Well...........dis photo looks sucks i know...cause 1st day of straightening is like tat 1...although i had done the "natural straight" 1....hais.....and the colour.....was nt really nice( dark red + a little bit of purple)....anyway....a new try....hahas......-the end-

18/3/09..Malaysian Study exam day....

2009-03-20T13:33:00.007+08:00

Eeeeehemmmmmmm..........photo was taken before the exam...do u think i m nervous???OF COURSE NERVOUS LAR!!!!!!!wtf......
Well....photo was taken after the exam.......jz went bak home den SS ....lols....
........................Speechless.....
Well....dis photo was taken after i walk bak from Kemayan college (which is my new life will start from there) went there for enrol....hais.....wtf.....although it looks near to my aunt house but i still feel it's far far away!!!tired u know!!!and sweat like hell.......shit!
okay....dis pic was actually taken while i m crying....lols....came bak from kemayan and started miss my frens in disted.....lols...the siao gang....hais....anyway...take care!my fren!
lols.....photo was taken when i duno wat 2 do.............ki siao de.....hahas......

AND NOW.........THE END.....xD

Exam~~~

2009-03-20T13:30:00.003+08:00

Swt....having exam on 18/9/09...and dis photo was taken on 17/3/09....before pengajian Malaysia Class.......hope can pass lar~~~~God Bless~~...

Lols.....go cinema on the night oso....shit~~~boh kia si~~~haiz....go with aunty and her family...watch Race to the Witch Moutain...not bad.~~erm.....photo was taken while waiting for cousin......

SPM

2009-03-13T11:37:00.002+08:00

Well.........12th of March...SPM result had came out...and gt ppl happy and sad....of course i m not in the sad category lar.....lols...cause i m always a positive thinker ...and before the result came out,i slightly know how my result will be....of course...i thought i will get at least 2 fail tat is sejarah and biology...BUT ..i did not fail!!!!*wink*...thx lord i pass both of the sub....i get C6 for sejarah and D7 for bio...lols......ok...here is my result:

BAHASA MALAYSIA-A2
BAHASA INGGERIS-A1
MATHEMATICS-A1
EST-B4
PENDIDIKAN MORAL-B3
SEJARAH-C6
BAHASA CINA-C6
ADDITIONAL MATH-C6
BIOLOGY-D7
PHYSIC-D7
CHEMISTRY-D7

See.....told u de....i m nt science student...cause I HATE SCIENCE!!!since primary !!!!!!well...feel satisfy with my result ad....cause i did nt study and work very hard for it...so i did nt aim so high...and lastly.....THX lord...!!!

and here's my best fren Ann result
BAHASA MALAYSIA,ENGLISH,MATH,ADD MATH,SEJARAH,MORAL,BIO,PHYSICS,CHEMISTRY,EST-----A1 AND BAHASA CINA-A2..
congratulation to u!!!

-the end-

TAGGED BY KELVIN

2009-03-05T12:45:00.005+08:00

A special tag.The Rules are :
Copy to your own note,erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Cindy Ng
2.A four letter word: Calm
3.A boy's name: Calvin
4.A girl's name: Catherine
5.An occupation: Carpenter???lols
6.A color: Cloud Blue
7.Something you wear: Contact lens
9.Something found in the bathroom: Chocolate flavour shampoo?xD
10.A place: Canada
11.A reason for being late: Comfort of the bed
12.Something you shout: C****..ahahahas
13.A movie title: Children of Paradise
14.Something you drink: Canned Root Beer+Vanilla Ice cream=FLOAT
15.A musical group: Christopher Cross
16.An animal: Cuppy
17.A street name: China Town
18.A type of car: Chevrolet Corvette
19.A song title: Can you feel the love tonight
20.A verb: Comfortable

i tagged:nobody..lols
p/s: I din realise the "use the 1st letter of ur name to answer the Q"..tat's y i did it wrongly in the previous 1......And here's the latest 1......

我受伤了。。不是肉体，而是心灵。。。

2009-03-02T22:31:00.005+08:00

p/s:Photo was taken 2 years ago..lols..

三月二日，阴天。今天，你送我回家。在回家的路途上，你教会了我很多东西，你告诉了我很多东西，很多我不懂的，我懂的，我知道的，我不想知道的，你都说了。。。。在谈话当中，我领悟了许多。对，我开心，也很伤心。开心的是你真的很爱我，很关心我。伤心的是那天所发生的事，突然间又很靠近我。我真的很怕，非常的害怕，真的真的。。。。我不是你想象中的坚强，乐观。我很坚决地告诉你，你不可能知道我的心里是怎样想的，怎样在流血的。。。每次只要回到那个地方，我就没有勇气再去想，去思考，甚至，真的很想离开那个地方。。。。。我真的变得很胆小，很容易流泪。。。甚至会想到很远很远。。。。你告诉我，你的病是因为种种的压力造成的。当然我很清楚的知道，我也是其中的凶手。我只想你好好照顾自己的身体，其他的我都不要。我很开心你今天对我坦白，我知道你的心里也在抽泣。。。我也知道你很伤心。。。我的心里留下了阴影，深深的烙印在我心里。那是除不掉也更不可能会被淡忘的。我希望的是，在我每天的祷告，我会过得更积极，更快乐。走出这黑暗的世界。阿门。

A Date with Sweetheart..

2009-03-01T02:53:00.015+08:00

First reach in Sunway,BW.....

After shop for a while...sitting down and waiting time to pass by...lols...
We watched Kung Fu Chefs on tat day.....not bad...
Stuff...lols..
Meet my new Sunblock.....
Taking photo when waiting for Veronica.....
Sweetheart Veronica & Cindy...she asked me to take with her...lols
Cindy & Veronica...in the cinema room.....lols...nt more den 10 pepple inside the room...

Books of the day......funny funny!!!!!After movie...went to winter warmers to take our "lunch"

Tuna Sandwiches...Nice!

Scones....Not Bad!

The ticket tat v 1st hold was unreadable....went to customer's service.. to get a new one...lols....

27th, Feb....i went to Bw to meet my frens....veronica!!!!hahas.....long time never saw her ade.....erm...i fetch her to sunway.....when v reached there...it's still very early...and GSC havent open yet!!lols....den v wait for a while...den bought "kungfu chefs' movie.....haiz.....v buy the earliest 1...1.15pm....den v shop around to wait for the time to pass by....after shop for our stuff...den v have a sit in front of the "walk in" shop...wait until 1pm....after the movie...we went to winter warmers....and order "lady's hope" which is a combination of rose buds and mint leaves...it's quite nice lar...den she order "mix fruit cocktail"..i think so lar....den v oso order tuna sandwiches.....after v finish up the sandwich...i feel like wanted to eat something...den v order scones.....not bad oso......after tat..v go 2 pay the parking fee....unfortnately...the machine cant read the card...at first...v thought is the machine's problem...but at last....v found out tat is our ticket's problem.....den i went to customer service and told them ...den they jz give me a ticket and i hav to pay RM 1....too..after tat.......v went bak home...wat an enjoyable day!thx veronica for accompany me for half day.....appreciate it!!*HUGS*....-the end-

Simple life

2009-03-01T02:24:00.002+08:00

Simple Me....^^

26th Feb...no class for today.........actually nth much 2 say here...cause nothing special things happen...-the end-

Tea time~~

2009-03-01T02:20:00.002+08:00

Photo was taken by Cindy Ng

24th,Feb.....having tea time in the class...so pity....p/s...one of the milk is Steph 1...lols.....so regret after finish the milk....when i purchased it..i din mention tat it's a full cream milk....it's sucks.....really....no more next time....and meet my favourite sweet....Ribena...lols....nice!!!!!!i can finish up the whole box within 30 minutes......-the end-

"Farewell"

2009-03-01T01:18:00.012+08:00

Cindy (Gurney)

Steph & Cindy (Gurney) kiss goodbye~~^^

Cindy & Imin (Gurney)

Cindy & Steph (Gurney)

Group Pic ( Chilis)

Yen & Cindy (Chilis)

Steph & Cindy ( during class)

Cindy & Imin ( Chilis)

Cindy & Steph ( Chilis)

Cindy & Louise (Chilis)

Cindy & Jesmine (Chilis)

25th Feb....A day tat shouldn't be forget.....Erm...actually ..on that day..we had a farewell lunch with our fren Roger Tan...but on that day...he gt some important thing need 2 settle...so he cant come and meet us.....*is ok^^...On that day..all of us are crazing taking loads of pics...lols.......after the English test at 9.30 a.m until 11.30a.m..v straight away went 2 gurney..and the driver is Steph,driving Yen's car....when we reached there...we saw lots of our course mate there....and after shop for a while...we went into Chilis to take our lunch.....and v meet them there!!so unlucky...ahahas..after lunch...we walk around gurney den went bak to college again..cause class started at 2.00p.m...it's sucks......den during the class..no body is paying attention to the lecturer...everyone was doing their own stuff.......haiz.....bad students.......hahas...well....although v plan 2 have a farewell lunch with roger...but it ends up like mine 1...lols....anyway.....thanks to all the course mate for giving me so much of happiness and unforgettable sweet memory.....love u all...muacksxx~~^^..TAKE CARE..-the end-

Baby Tan!!!!

2009-02-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

* Photo was taken by Cindy Ng.In Columbia Asia Hospital.....*

22nd..Sunday....i went to Columbia Asia Hospital which is located in Taiping...in the noon with my family.....we went to visit my dad's uncle...he met with an accident about 2 months ago...and now..he juz started to recover...he still cant talk and he really look pale and SLIM!!!!But according to daddy....he said his uncle look much more better den before......He was in ICU...so they only allow 2 ppl to go in at the same time...so me n mummy stay outside and granpa and papa went in.......we went around the hospital and v saw dis cute baby!!!!!!!!i really feel happy and warm when the minute i saw him..yea..he is a baby boy...erm....i tell mama tat i couldnt wait for sister's baby to come out..!!lols....i still have to wait for about 4 months ...i really cant wait for it!!!!sister grace!!!take care!!! We 1 a healthy baby!!so u have to take good care of urself and oso ur baby..!!!Her husband sir name is Tan ..and v havent give name to the baby..so i call her baby tan!!lols.....-the end-

Collection

2009-02-22T20:42:00.006+08:00

* Key Chain...from Japan...by cousin..*

*Key Chain...from malaysia(KL) by sister..*

*Key Chain ...from malaysia...by myself *

*My key chain from Singapore..by myself^^ *

*My nail art set...nt much.*

After taken my dinner..den i went bak home and take a bath..after they canceled the supper...i change my pyjamas and start taking photos....The reason that i hv so much of key chains are...i like to collect it in the past..but doesnt means tat i dun like now....jz nt as crazy as last time.....hehe...if u r my close fren or family member...u would hv know tat i m crazy with those stuff..and tat's the reason my cousin bought from japan for me and sister bought from kl for me..Thx...really appreciate it..!!!Erm....the nail art set was make me feel a little bit shame...because hor...it's only a small set....wait lar...when i m expert in nail art..i will buy a lot one...(but duno hv 2 wait until when) lols.....k lar...nth much 2 say...jz a brief explanation about my stuff......actually jz 1 2 show off my collection...lols..(JK).-the end...

Simple and nice

2009-02-22T20:34:00.004+08:00

*Photo was taken by Cindy Ng..Dis is wat i like..simple and nice...*

*The same place tat v used to go...dinner...*

21th..Saturday....The most happy day of the week..because i can went bak to my hometown...!!!Yahoooooo!!!!Erm....the most reason tat i like to go bak is i can see my parents....and i really felt so relieve when i m there.although there is nth much in my hometown...but the greenly environment and fresh air.....because it is the place that i was there since i m just a baby!!^^...I oso like 2 come bak here because i could meet all my frensssss....lovely lovely frens!!crap-ing around is the happiest thing...well...i ate a lot tat day...luckily all my fren cant meet up at night...or else..........i cant sleep....because too full!!!^^ Cheerssssss!!-The end-

i love this

2009-02-21T13:00:00.002+08:00

*Photo was taken by......guess??*

I LOVE MY BED!!!!!!!i really love!!!but actually dis is my cousin 1 lar...erm....i like to lie on the bed and talk with my cousin...i can tell her everything and anything....v use heart to talk...v are sincere to each other..i like you !!TAN PEI XUAN!!u share everything with me...the happy one...the unhappy one....if i cant sleep den she will accompany me...den if she cant sleep ..den i will accompany her too...^^..Hearts the bed and hearts the lovely cousin...amen..-the end-

the last pic

2009-02-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

*Photo was taken by Cindy Ng.using Yen's phone..*

This photo was taken yesterday...erm...actually i was oso in formal wear..but i felt weird..so after the presentation i went bak and change the casual wear...Yen was in formal wear.....i think dis will b the last pic ..cause i m no longer in the course..take care,my fren..Amen-the end-

An enjoyable day

2009-02-21T12:23:00.003+08:00

*photo was taken in the car while waiting for sister..Driver:Cindy*

*Photo was taken after bak from jogging*

19/2/09..Thurday..no class for whole day...so i went jogging with my aunty early in the morning at 7.00a.m...lols..seriously ..it's been the long time tat i did nt go 2 jogging....after came bak fron jogging..i straight away lie on the bed..lols...and my aunt laugh at me...30 minutes jogging and 2 hours sleeping..better den dun go ..ahahs....after 2 hours sleep..i went to cello class in the afternoon..sister fetch me there..but after my class..i fetch my sis to somewhere else..den i wait her in the car for 45 minutes..and i having my tea time (MCD) in the car..lols..after tat..fetch her bak 2 her house.and at 7.30p.m..my sis and bro in law sit in my car and guide me to drive...and after tat i drove the car bak to my aunt house...lols..so clever...^^..well ..quite an enjoyable day..Amen..-the end-

A "healthy" day

2009-02-21T12:14:00.003+08:00

*Photo was taken by Miss Cindy Ng..lols....lovely dad^^*

*Photo was taken by daddy..Mum n Me^^ *

15/2/09..we went to somewhere..I did nt know where is the hell..lols...all i know is it is somewhere near Baling...^^....the place that v standing is called"tree top walk" wat is tat...nt fun at all k....and the entrance ticket is RM 10.oo per adult..so v spent RM 30 and having the nt fun hour there..lols...but is ok lar....at least ..v r near to the natural n keep breathing the clean and fresh air there..AMEN..-The End-

+Dinner in Vistana Hotel+

2009-02-21T12:07:00.002+08:00

*Photo was taken in cousin's room after dinner*

15/2/09...Having the ING duno wat wat wat dinner in Vistana Hotel...It was quite fun lar...but the only thing i beh siok is after bak home have 2 continue to do the assignment...and the assignment was actually in charge by other....but..at the end it seems like i in charge more than tat person..and my cousin started to blame on the person because she saw me do it all day long on saturday and have to continue on the next day until 2a.m....haiz...and the assignment was complained by some1...and said tat is was nt well organised..wtf..anyway..i learnt a lot from the assignment..AMEN..-the end-

H.A.P.P.Y

2009-02-20T16:43:00.006+08:00

*The driver Roger Tan n me...lols...cant c his face..... because i thought he is short ma...so i hold the camera very low..but....for ur information..HE IS TALL!!lols*

*the pretty and cute 1 (i guess) lols....me and imin( a good partner 2 gossip)^^*

*lols...i look so funny..stephanie(cannot say her cute) and me...*

* on the way to sunrise MCD after class. driver:roger, passenger:imin, stephanie and cindy*

20th of FEB...The big day for DBS students...lols.....We have our presentation at 9.00a.m....all of the fellow student were in formal wear...of course...include me..^^...but after the presentation end...i canot tahan...den i drove bak and change bak to casual wear.....(cause i nt use to it ma)...the 2 za bo follow me bak and they wait me downstairs...after tat..i follow their car and went bak 2 college again 2 go lunch with roger tan....for ur information...I DID NOT BRING MY PURSE ALONG!!!cause i left it in my aunty car....lols....anyway...thx roger for treating me a set of chicken nudgets...well...i owe u 1 meal..^^..four of us went 2 sunrise mcd n start 2 gossip..lols...dis is wat v use 2 do most of the time.......BUT...v cant hang out 2gether anymore...cause roger gonna leave us n further his studies in overseas....n me....i will change course or may b college.....hahas....after the lunch..v went bak 2 college again....cause gt english test.....SHIT...i get 30 over 40....so bad....haiz...k lar....i think tat's all for now......-THE END-

well~

2009-02-19T00:27:00.003+08:00

WTF~!tat's all wat i can say now. FOR HE: our friendship END. FOR SHE N SHE: our friendship jz start n it will last forever~!I loveeeeeeeeeeee u both for3ver!muacks~^^

WTF~

2009-02-16T02:05:00.002+08:00

Argh~~~!!!!!!Look at my hand.........haiz.......it's very itchy u know!!! and it did swell and feel a bit pain at the 1st and 2nd day........and NOW~it's very itchy~~~~haiz.........i had apply all sorts of medicine on it...but it seems useless..........Feel so happy right now..becauase i had almost done the Pengajian Malaysia Assignment finish ~~~~Yeah!!!erm.....i had decided 2 switch my course after finish dis semester~Gonna step into another level again~because have 2 meet new frens....new environment...and all sorts of things......actually i 1 2 stay in my present school ...but the subject i 1 2 take...they did nt offer...so i have 2 go 2 PTPL college......haiz.......i will be going there on 2nd of April....taking A levels there.....i hope i make the right decision~oh Lord~bless me~

There will be a perfect life if without love...

2009-02-10T19:16:00.004+08:00

TODAY,i deeply deeply deeply understand your pain....it's hurt i know...because i'd go through dis type of pain too............i wish i could help you on something, i'm trying my hard to make it all ok....but.....at last...i fail too.. you told me he 1 2 break with you.......when u told me that, i felt pain..because i know you will be very sad for that...you had cry in front of me.....i know you cant keep the tears......i m so sorry to say but have to say...try to let him go.. because he is nt a good guy.......he is did nt care you at all...he dun understand you at all...he did nt treat you as his gf at all......he did nt look at you at all......so .....let him go....let it be the past....a sweet memory...k? i will by ur side, trying hard to help you let him go and be strong....CHEER UP !I also did not know since when i did nt trust there's true love exist in this world......but that is true..... may be true love is hiding somewhere...but love make ppl feel sick, sad,tired and so on so on.......so THERE WILL BE A PERFECT LIFE IF WITHOUT LOVE!xD

I'm good girl..xD

2009-02-08T11:39:00.003+08:00

See....told u i m good girl ma....lolx........Haiz....mama said i become fat again...Tat's true!!!!! ...My roundie face..roundie body...big tummy.......haiz.........stay with my aunt surely will become fat ...cause she cook nice meal everyday......and the food are seducing me each day.....lolz.......CANNOT!!!i have 2 keep fit......again!!!!!!i 1 2 slim down as soon as possible!!!!!!!!or else i will die 1 ...!!!Well...set my goal now....i 1 2 slim down 10kg before JUNE!!!lolx...-the end-

Finally...

2009-02-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

Toothache finally goes off............finally can sleep well..BTW...still have to c the dentist by Monday......I HATE MOSQUITOES!!!They r very annoying!!!!!A lot of mosquitoes fly to My aunty house !!!!Last nite..cant sleep at all.......when i get fed up, i switch on the light and start KILLING all of THEM!!!! after the "exercise" ,cant sleep ad...until 3.30 am...my goodness.......after 4 hours have to wake up again and went to school by 8.30 am....wat's the hell!!!cant concentrate in the class at all but i still try my best to pay attention..........haiz.......during afternoon when i'm taking my nap....suddenly some distraction was there......(cant tell)...haiz...alth0ugh very peik ceik, but cant say it out......after tat, take my dinner...my aunty cook nasi lemak~YUMMY~~~after dinner...i jz sit in the sitting room....and it's like a market!!!i hate!! hate! hatE!!!!!!!!the kids are very noisy!!!i cant stand with them!!!I'll get insane if i continue dis type of life for a few months.......WHEN CAN I MOVE OUT??!!!!!!

Con't of toothache

2009-02-02T20:49:00.001+08:00

Wat group discussion v having juz now? Having their lunch and crap-ing is part of our today's discussion.SHIT!!! My time is gold u know....cause if i din attend to the group discussion, i will b going 2 c dentist!!!!!! and u all make me suffer for whole day and c the stupid dentist!!!!!!! Duno wat happen..a lot of dentist were fully booked.....it's the same to my dentist...singapore dental!!!shit!!!so my aunt bring me to c other dentist whish is "tiao k" enough!!!The dentist ask:wat happen? i say:toothache .The dentist:how was the pain like? (stupid, how i know 2 describe how was the pain??????) i say: duno.i juz know it's from some behind my tooth and it's at the bottom part.after he checked,he said it's nt from lower part,it's from upper part. because there's a big filling!! den my aunt keep explain to him and say: her pain is from lower part one, how come is upper part problem?den how? she pain until cant sleep at all,do u hv some medicine for her?he said: i duno how,because i say upper part, u say lower part..."wa pun tak tau ka lu".aiya dun need medicine 1 la!!!WAT!!!!dun need medicine!!!!!???????????how m i going to sleep dis night???????????????!!!!!!!my aunt c me do suffer den she say nvm i will go pharmacy n buy some medicine for u......phew~relax......but now..after i taken the medicine.....the pain r still there.....haiz.....-the end-

Toothache~~!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-02T05:17:00.001+08:00

WTF!!!!!!!!!!Having a bad toothache right now!!!!!!!!2nd Feb,5.15a.m.....cant sleep at all!!!!!I'm very tired!!!but cant sleep!!!!!!!!damn pain de!!!!!!!!!!which dentist r available now??who can save me......??feel like dying!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!have to wait until 4.00p.m only can c dentist...because 11a.m got group discussion....until 1.00p.m...den continue Study skill class...!!!!can i absent????canot!!!!cause have 2 pass up the assignment on 13th Feb and v din do anything at all!!!!!!!but toothache will affect my whole day mood!!!SO,do bear with me,my fren!!!!!P.A.I.N!!!!!-the end-

I love my hubby!!

2009-01-31T13:58:00.001+08:00

HEART BEAT~leehom the best!!!!!!i love this album!!!!!!every song in this album is very very very nice!!!! 1.爱得得体 2.心跳 3.春天里洗过的太阳 4.Everything 5.我完全没有任何理由理你 6.另一个天堂 7.玩偶 8.脚本 9.可敬的对手 10.摇滚怎么了！This album cost me RM49.90 and the gift is calender and photo........i like i like!!!!!!!every songs is written by LEE HOM!!!!cool man!!!!Keep writing a lot of nice song and i will keep support u !!!!
I LOVE U!!!!!

contact lens...

2009-01-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

This is a very very bad experience......the 1st time i wear contact lenses....i need 2 spent almost one hour 2 put the donkey in....and after it is fix...my eyes r very tired and pain...........haiz......
den when i 1 2 take it off...it's sucks......i have 2 pull it to the side....but it still cant out.......when i tell my "experience" to those experiences ppl...they will start wondering...y do u need 2 spend so much time in wearing it?and when i tell them how i take it off..they will salute me,...lolz...they told me it's very dangerous to pull it to the side because it may run into my eyes....lolz...luckily...it dint.....hahaha.....thx lord
-the end-

Global warming

2009-01-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

Global warming is now becoming worse and worse and worse..........the 1st pic is a cute picture tat showing our earth is melting jz like the ice-cream....the 2nd pic showed the polar bear was in trouble...it's going 2 fell into the water.During my trip to Singapore...i saw something...the title is"the polar bears are losing their home" and the content is "I m a polar bear named Ben
I used to live happily in my great big den
Nowadays I m very sad
Something happened that is really bad
the scientists called it global warming
It is a catastrophe in the making
Me habitat the ice cap is melting
and it has harmed my hunting
my friends one by one they disappear
"will this be the end?"i fear
I have no choice but to move
but where to i have no clue
everyday out into the ocean i stare
wonder is there anyone who cares?
to protect us from extinction
we need your immediate action!!!!"
......guy...from now on...let's protect our earth by using 3R...reduce,reuse and recycle.....quite a lot of shops started using paper bag...like body shop and face shop.....it's a good phenomena....protect the earth,start from now!

Happy Hour

2009-01-30T12:49:00.000+08:00

I MISS U GIRLS~~~~~~~it's been a time v din hang out 2gether..........because all of us r busy with our own stuff....ahaha,.......do u believe that v spent almost one hour taking photos in qb toilet...lolz....i jz cant stand it....one of the person(secret) in the pic keep taking pic n keep asking "how was it"..lolz....cant stand with it...but now when i think back ..it was quite interesting...last saturday went out with veronica in raja uda island red cafe...SERIOUSLY....it's a damn sucks cafe.....the spaghetti was nt like spaghetti...the toast was not like a toast....the place was hot like helll....SHIT!U HAVE 2 IMPROVE IT,MAN!p/s:1st photo.from left:Cindy,Veronica <>2nd photo.from left,Veronica,Cindy,Jane

Hamster

2009-01-30T12:17:00.000+08:00

This is wat i did in my aunt's house....lolx...after school usually will stay in the house until the next day n go 2 school n come bak n stay in house and wait until next day(lolz).....everyday repeat the same things....<<<<sleeping very very impolitely....shit.....later no ppl 1 kahwin with u baru tau ar....ahahaah...to b continue....

i love PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA...xD

2009-01-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

LOL~~~dis is wat v did in the class.....it's a damn damn damn boring class.....PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA...it's sucks,man!well.....quite a blur n ugly photo...because of the phone v using(alex's phone)lolx...BTW..thx 2 alex for doing me a favour(lend me his phone).......-the end-

DBS or LAW?

2009-01-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

Currenly,i m really confuse about what courses shall i take....although i m taking DBS now..but it's only the 1st sem.....i dun wan myself to regret...shall i change the course and take LAW?that's wat i m thinking everyday and night...nobody can give me comment about it because tat's my FUTURE!anyway....i had 2 finish my 1st sem and pass with flying colours...den i will go to do research and try to listen to myself wat i m thinking about~LORD......show me the path....*good night*

I miss u

2009-01-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

The photo was taken about few months ago...and i started to miss the little girl who likes to sit beside me..fooling around with me...and talking nonsence all day long....and started miss those secondary days..hang out with frens till late night...crap-ing..fooling....i really miss u all....NOW,i had stepped into another stage and i have to rebuild the relationship with the strangers...the one i don't know...i don't understand...and the one who not understand me....AT ALL......every weekends i will be very desperate to meet u all and lim teh and started telling my grandma story..and u all will listen to me carefully and make me forget all the worries and stresses....THAT's GREAT and i m sure u wont knew it :D...well.....-the end-

be T.O.U.G.H

haizz

pretty hurt

RED box with honey~~~

31st DEC

it's driving me crazy

i'm once lost again

...

happy

home sweet home

dizzy day

VAIN~again

another random Sunday:)

Random sunday:)

DEATH

tired day.......but enjoy...:)

Hiccup day..:(

life is nt a bed of roses:)

Merdeka!!:)

my life~~:)

Party

I'M back:)

life SUCKS

welcome to the world,Edelynn Tan

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

16/6/09<9.14am>

Time to Blog^^

Unlucky day~

@&#))#$*)@*(#$

l.a.m.e

My angel

HATE!!!

Current Mood

丁当 MC HotDog《我不怕》now...

It's all about L.O.V.E

6th of May

Thanks to everyone

23/4/09

21/4/09

20/4/09-the sadnest day

Happy Birthday to Granpa~~

11.4.09

10.4.09

09.4.09

When i stay in home at night,and this will happen...lols

-No titile-

I M BAD STUDENT~

WWF's Earth Hour

L.A.M.E

19/3/09...new hairstyle and new colour

18/3/09..Malaysian Study exam day....

Exam~~~

SPM

TAGGED BY KELVIN

我受伤了。。不是肉体，而是心灵。。。

A Date with Sweetheart..

Simple life

Tea time~~

"Farewell"

Baby Tan!!!!

Collection

Simple and nice

*i love this*

*the last pic*

*An enjoyable day*

*A "healthy" day*

+Dinner in Vistana Hotel+

H.A.P.P.Y

well~

WTF~

There will be a perfect life if without love...

I'm good girl..xD

Finally...

Con't of toothache

Toothache~~!!!!!!!!!!

I love my hubby!!

contact lens...

Global warming

Happy Hour

Hamster

@&#))#$)@(#$

i love this

the last pic

An enjoyable day

A "healthy" day