haizz

i really duno wat 2 do already...

exam is NEAR..

n i din study AT ALL..

holly father...

HELP me...

recently..2 bitches were around him and text him very often..

y i call them bitch??because the deserve it...

if someday ..they pissed me off the the MAX..

i'll send u all the link ..haha

hmm

one is CINDY TAN ..one is CHRISTINE NG

wat the F??

her name was same as mine????

wat an unlucky one!!!

suddenly feel very hungry...

no mood 2 continue writing de..

bb

pretty hurt

i know...

it'll end someday...

but

i never know...

it'll end tat fast..

i know

it could be hurt

but

i never know

until it comes 2 me..

i'd been

try my very best

in last 2 years

to make myself tough and independent

and u come

make me 1 2 stick to u all the time and become so weak..

and now..

u 1 me 2 build those toughness and independent

ALL OVER AGAIN

wat do u think?

it'll be easy heh?

sry..it's hard for me...

BUT...it wont make me fall

someday....somehow....somewhere..

i'll make u regret for wat u did b4

revenge is in the progress..

wait n see k?

wat i HATE is...nt ur decision

BUT is all ur LIES

u know i hate liar..but y u still 1 2 be ONE OF THEM

FUCK U BUSTARD

NAHHHHHHHH

curse u till the end of ur life~

AMEN

RED box with honey~~~

LOL..guess wat...

right now..right moment...

after lunch with my honey..

we suddenly feel like going 2 redbox..

so 2 gila mia...go redbox...

funny thing is...

both of us ...

quarrel with our bf....

haha...

hmmmm...

quite enjoy going out with her...

long time din hang out 2gether ad...

cause bz dating marr...haha

anyway...

AS result come out de...

1C 1D......'

anyway....quite satisfy ad larrr..

GOD BLESS..

AMEN

31st DEC

last day of 2009..

i bet everyone is going 2 farewell with u when the clock strike 12 ..

u're not alone..

BUT i'm all alone...

2molo, our new fren will come n visit us..

everything has 2 b new...

new hope, new dreams...

yeah..

NEW me...

wat so new about me...hmmmm ...

wanna study hard as AL coming soon ...

hv 2 be very clear about wat i 1 n wat i need...

quite bz next year...

exam, bro getting married, lots of relative oso getting married..

n i plan 2 work at my dad's fren's legal firm after AL...

jz 2 get some experiences..

wish me luck ppls...

hope good luck will goes to u all as new year comes 2molo...

everything goes on smoothly...

muacks!

AMEN!

-god is LOVE-

it's driving me crazy

kinda feel upset now...
i really duno wat happen 2 me....may b is because he's bz..?
hmmmmm..
something happen on 17th actually....
i bring my car 2 service in auto city perodua at 10am...
den tat morning...something wrong with my 013hp....it didnt ring or wat...
so i ASSUME tat no one call/msg me lur..
den after sending my fren back 2 his house, i saw 012hp gt 5 miss call,it's my fren veronica
so i called bak...she din answer.den she call back,i din answer..FINALLY,she call me n i answer.
she said:where r u???ur sister finding u ..call her back asap...den i was wondering...y my sis call her
in order 2 contact me ler??
den i call her by using 013..she scold:u know the whole world is finding u???y u din answer the phone??y u disappear for the whole morning??where u go..den i said after bring my car 2 service
i sent my fren back...she said:i duno...u call daddy..
so i called..daddy ask:y ur phone canot call???where u???den i said i duno y my phone cannot called in...it didnt rang since morning..i think smth wrong with my phone de...den he said..i duno..u call ur san gu..
so i called,san gu said:where u?bla bla bla....
i admit..at tat moment...i was very very pek chek...cause they seem 2 b suspicious for wat I'd said..
but when i reach penang bridge...msg from celcom...it's voice mail...i gt 2..
san gu's one:cindy ..where u go??v r all finding u...pls call me back asap....faster..
papa's one:cindy ar..call me..i'm finding u...
after tat...without realising...my tears drop down....i duno y...
twice?mommy very worry until cry?daddy bring one big stick n stand by in the car in case i really missing??my heart really very pain....cause i whn i reach home...sister said: u noe ar?i go all the way 2 auto city jz 2 find u?den papa oso go auto city from hometown?san gu oso go auto city perodua 2 search for u?i called 2 peroduaduno tat i'm tat important 2 them...but now i know...at least i'm still in their heart playing an important part...hmmm ...sorry jie jie,papa mama n san gu...and thanks u all for caring about me tat much...i love u all...

i'm once lost again

hmmmmm

i'm lost...

actually...

i duno wat m i doing now...no mood 2 study...

haiz......another secret is ***haiz...i duno it's right or wrong...

it's sin or not...

i don't know...

sometimes i jz 1 2 pretend as if nothing had happen...

sometimes i jz dun wanna think much n continue on..

but sometimes....something is stopping me 2 move on...

i'm really confuse....

may Father Lord guide me..

AMEN

...

i dunno y n how...

i'm down....fcking down now....

i'm scared tat my friendship with her is gonna gone....is gonna change...

i like 2 b fren with her...i like 2 tell her my things...dunno y...i'm jz fcking like dis bestie...

BUT recently.....i feel tat there's some changes between me n her...whenever she gave me the cold look ..the cold reply...really hurt me...a lot....

i hate tat feeling......i wan her back,...

n i duno y 2day everyone is so down......haiz...

thanks for Birret....care abt me..

he is really a nice guy and best fren...yea ..i like him..

hmmmm...i duno wat 2 do now

no mood 2 study....AL next year n Mock next week

y our college got endless exam,endless class one?

funny college.....n WEIRD ish..

MAY GOD BLESS ME

n SHOW ME THE PATH....

-Amen-