Tuesday, July 21, 2009

life SUCKS

haiz...
hmmmmmm..
how 2 start huh??
lol...
quite a lot of things happen recently...
so hv no mood to update my blog..SO SORRY!
i'm at my aunt's house...ya..again...
staying at her house...
i hate tat feeling...
duno wat to do...difficult to settle down...
wth......no freedom.......shit!
but it's only a day staying here...
BUT the problem now is...
dad ask me to stay here for a week when sis is at my hometown..
he said no body at home...u alone..so better stay with ur aunt..
i know...it's for my own good....but..papa..u should noe tat all my books,shirts,wat ever is ad in sis's house...
to move "them" in n out is very frustrated!!!
i HATE!!!
so......i gonna face to face discuss with papa tat pls...dun do tat to me...or else i rather die..
haiz...
recently...hv conflict with few of my course mate...haiz...
duno wat happen lar..
n haiz.....make me n another fren become like..erm ...enemy???stranger???i don't noe..
feel tat he refused to talk to me...even a "hi" n a smile..wat ever...y do i care so much?
tat's all.....for ATC's life...i HATE tat...the only thing i like is the lecture hour is SHORT,n can gossip with AMY N FIONA!!tat's cool!!thx gal..i really appreciate n love u both!muacks..
ok...i really don't noe y i dun like the new intake...erm...may b u can say i'm weird?difficult to mix??
wat ever....dun like means dun like...dun need to pretend myself!!haha!!tat's me!
talking abt LOVE...Love???i dun need for NOW!!i don't noe wat happen ..few of my ex suddenly keep in touch with me after they had missing in action for months..lols!!
well!!i noe wat i'm doing..
oh ya...papa ask me ..y i look soooooo relax in my study compare to my bro??
i don't noe how 2 reply..
wat i can say is...papa..i study,u din c.i play around,u did c..so...wat m i suppose to say?
u need me to holding my books 24 hours in front of u?dun need..
i hate to PRETEND!!!
so stop PRETENDING in front of me!
hate me,LEAVE!
like me, STAY!
tat's all for 2day..
good night!