DEATH

hw do u think about death??
u noe........as i'm on my way coming bak to penang from perak......
ALONG the road.......i suddenly think like a kid,where'll a person go after they died?
how is their live in another world??
before this, I take death as a normal thingy.....never think too much...only knew tat a person will end up in the heaven if they done something good..
but now......i'm scared of the word"death".....i'm scared if one of my family member tell me about how if they leave my some day....i'm scared......very very very scared.....
i couldn't stop my tear...as i'm thinking this..really...i cried for about 20 minutes...non-stop....
i leave my home town, and got on the car, n my tears came out....u noe....every time i leave, i wont be crying...but y.....i've now become a very very weak person....i dont want myself to be like tat......
EXAM is coming soon....yet i dont think i've finish study my thingy......i think i'm stress enough....so i become so weak recently......
DEAR LORD.......
I WAN TO BE TOUGH,tat's the trademark of mine.....
nobody can stop me from doing something i wan to do..
nobody can c my tears ..
allow me only cry in the middle of the night....
while there's only U n me....alone..
FATHER LORD, do bless me in my coming exam...all i'll do is DO MY BEST....tat's what i can do...
i noe i can...
YES!CINDY NG ,U CAN!!
REMEMBER, MY DREAM:open up a legal firm in 10 years time...
papa n mama......wait for me....for GOD sake...u both hv 2 come over 2 my firm n may b become my assistance??lols.....

SERIOUSLY...i wan u both u c my success...n SHARE my happiness.....
AMEN
*sorry guys...no mood to write more...*

tired day.......but enjoy...:)

was absent to class on monday...lols...cause lazy...n wanna buy something marr...so ma absent lur....went QB...after tat...went bak home n study...........it makes my feel tired...lolsss

For my daughter lar...who else...

For my ex teacher's daughter....lolss

For cousin's baby boy....haha

For my baby girl...:)

reason of growing fat........SUPPER!!lols.....

After revision....canot tahan de...too tired...den put mask ..den sleep...lolssss
exam jz around the corner...GOD bless arrr.....
night~

Hiccup day..:(

lols....i called it hiccup day cause i keep on hiccup-ing for the whole day.....it's irritating ....shitzzz

ok...lemme tell u my story nw.LOL...
Morning- after wake up, take bath, check mail n ready 2 go out for movie......BUT......i CANT find my house key~!!!wtf.....sis n bro in law both go 2 work de.....n my key is with sis.........
den i call sis....
she said:try 2 find around the house.......(although v both noe there's no more key in the house)..so definitely cant find anything....so.....when i decided nt 2 go out n sleep for the whole day....sis called: i come bak now......(she's in BW)...so gam dong....lols.......
Afternoon- go for movie"where gt ghost".....erm....i was late....for abt 20 minutes...so i missed the front part......haiz.....because of the ppls larrr..shitssss....buy ticket oso wan 2 use credit card.(damn slow...den the credit card canot use sumore)..stupid.....the movie was nt really funny larrr....it's ok ok only...quite disappointed.......i prefer the front part... i dun like "house gt ghost"...tat's totally sucksss.....after movie ...walk around 2 c whether can find papa's b'day present anot....unfortunately ...cant find.....
i spend my Friday jz like tat....2molo promised amy tat will go 2 library n study......hopefully can get smth into my brain larr....LOL.....wish me Luck~:)
Now-listening to "ai wo bie zou"^^
-the end-
*yea i noe.......fatter nw.......*

life is nt a bed of roses:)

*finger cross*
in the name of Father, name of the Son, name of the Holy Spirit,Amen.
pray to the Father Lord tat everything will be alright......
the sun will come out after the rain....no matter is a small rain or a heavy stormy rain....
Hope Father Lord will grant us with blessing, SAFETY-ness and few others things...
All i hope n pray is my parents will be alright n live in a safety environment whenever their children(me n siblings) are all bz with their stuff and cant stay by their side to accompany them....
Father Lord...
pls grant us with PROTECTION ...to ur children....especially my family members..my parents..they are my life.....my soul...my everything...no one else can replace them in my heart,except for u ...my Lord....
it was a narrow escape..i noe...all i need to do is thanks Lord...thanks Lord for the blessing...thanks Lord for the protection,thanks Lord for everything....I noe i might jz too greedy...I NEED MORE PROTECTION FROM U, FATHER LORD.FOR MY FAMILY....
and for now....i m mood less....in everything.....but pls...dun let the trouble trouble me..
cause "trouble is a friend"
i'll win this war,i WAN to win dis WAR~as i noe..my exam is coming soon..
live or death is on my own hand.
.study tat's all wat i can do.

AMEN