Well...after a cried last night,feeling much more better~
damn it... i didn't know y m i soooooooo stress dis few days and nt in good mood...
n i really hope all dis will stop until here, n bring back the original me~
last nite..when i feel like telling frens abt my problem,the first come to my mind was huiling because saw her on9 at MSN ...but she said she is bz...so......suddenly 2 best fren come in my mind...but i did nt call them...because i knew tat they slept quite early.......haiz...
SO....who else to talk to?no one....only my Guardian Angel beside me...i told my problem to her and cried out ...i felt relieve......after tat huiling nudge me in MSN n ask me wat happen,i jz told her roughly abt my problem n said tat i m now ok...n told her i need to go 2 bed because morning gt eng lit.I thought i will hv a good sleep last nite..but when i lying on my bed....everything started to floot in my mind n make me keep thinking a lot of things........n therefore made me cant sleep...i pray...pray very hard n hope tat Father Lord will take away all my burdens n stresses n lie them on His feet so tat i don't have to carry them...and i oso pray tat let it be the past,,everything will b alright when i wake up next morning.after tat,i slept..when i wake up dis morning,all the problem started again...however,i remember tat starting from today,everything will be alright.so i tried to cheer myself up.n i know i will be STRONGER after the cry.
THANKS Father Lord for helping me whenever i need Him.THANKS Guardian Angel as well...
"i'll eat u up if u come near me~"
"i'll eat u up if u come near me~"
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