23/4/09

Well...cant sleep right now~lols.....cause.something extremely excited happen..ahahah~~~cant said it here~~~~..only my kelvin B n me know ~~lols~~
okok.....1 of the reason y i cant sleep now is.....2molo i hv an appointment with my "sisters"...lols....for a few month din c her...damn miss her~~..so ...we will went to shopping "later"....
Haiz...i was late to school just now...about fifteen minutes late...n .....there is only a few place 4 me 2 sit.....n i hv to sit beside the window and...the last row~wtf~~n Siva......ask me:can i show u "a(means one)" magic...den i was thinking..."a" magic...y not?it will nt take too much of my time...den i answer"yes...go ahead"...after the magic....he keep on showing me another n another...up until the class end...lols...swt nia~~~
so hv to revise bak with Amy cheah on Monday~..
the reason i was late is:-
1. I went to somewhere dis morning, n sis went to teach piano..
2.after i done my thing...and instead of waiting for her,i decided to go QB.
3.since i was in QB, she said v had our lunch there den...and tat time i was in "popular"
4.after tat ,she told me 1 2 eat "tong shui" and ask me any suggestion?
5.den i say dragon-i......den she say 1 2 go baby-gap n buy shirt for baby,as v go up duno wat floor(which v think baby gap is there) , den v pass by kim gary...n she say abo v go kim gary lar~
6.den i say ok~...after tat...c c...no time de....she said next time only go baby gap...den ok lur~
7.when 1 2 pay the parking ticket..v walk into jusco...and saw 1 damn cute shirt....so she stop n BUY...
8.after tat....she said wanna buy smth ...den go in to a shop..(mummy wat wat ) i oso duno...lols....n i told her u stay here, i go toilet.After she buy her thing.she tell me "i wan 2 go toilet"...haiz..i look at my watch...aiya...2.05 liao ..sure late 1 lar...den i dun care de..
9.the end
lols~~~~

tomorrow
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Tomorrow
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i m going 2 bankrupt...lols~~shopping day again~~~
will update when i feel like update lur~
haha~

21/4/09

TODAY...yea is today...
is a good day and oso an unlucky day...cause.......since last night the rain doesn't stop until dis afternoon..and the weather is like..........CAMERON HIGHLAND~
but...........the sad thing is....i cant sleep until so late...cause 11.15 gt class~~~so hv to got up at 10.o0...haiz........after tat i go n take my bath....as i on the shower,it does work...and a few second later....it STOP WORKING~~~~SHIT!!!den i m thinking"wtf....the cold weather like dis and did u expect me to bath with cold water??????".....den i say haiz,.....bo bian liao lar.....hv to make it faster liao......wat water oso hv 2 use de....den i turn the hose,wtf!!!no water oso!!!!!!!damn it!!!after tat i wipe my body n come out with pyjamas again~lols...den when i came out..i saw the maid...n i told her...."kakak........kenapa tak ada air"???n i almost cry~~den she say "tak ada ar???aiya...saya tutup silap...den i was like.........luckily it's nt a water shortage...or else ...i will b absent 2day...ahah~~~
When i reached school,AMY CHEAH is ad there....and she suddenly tell me :Cindy, let's go to London at the end of the year....den i was thinking??London?for wat?Den she said:Study there lar...den i answer"end of the year??she said:no lar.....the last year of our degree....den i said....is not tat easy 4 me k.....den she said:can 1....if u study hard den sure can 1....and my answer to her is : no matter how hard i study ,i oso cant pass n get good result 1...den she look at me and smile:No such thing tat study hard n cannot pass with good result 1....u need to study hard n smart~~and says tat if get good result,den can ger scholarship,save a lot of money n etc etc.......AMY ...AMY..... actually ...u make me "wake" for a while.........i dare not say tat i sure can pass my A levels with flying colour......but all i can say is ...i m sure i will try my best!!all i 1 is make ppl around me get shock of my result~and make parents happy ..for sure..~~k..GOD will bless me ,i know~all i need to do is HARDWORKING!!AMY,let's work hard together!God Bless!!!

20/4/09-the sadnest day

well..........
i sms u .tat day. at night.
before i sent u a sms, i took a very deep breath.thinking tat,should i ?
and,after the 1st sms,we continue 2 sms each other everyday.
one night, i did not know what happen to myself,all the sad memory came out all in sudden.
i told u, i m sad. and ur reply is:mind to share with me?
and my answer is yes.
in the msg,i tell u : i think of our past,i m very scared.i think of the sadness that u left for me,the coldness that u gave to me, the sad memory u gave to me.i am scared,i scare of everything, i scare of facing problem again ....i dun wan!!!
and ur reply is : ........speechless...
WTF!!!!!nvm ..i forgive u ..cause i think u might oso felt sorry to me or may b wat...
This few days....i really very emo and easy to loose my control....
i can cry out in a few second.....
i suddenly feel tat dis world is lack of love and full of hateness,selfishness...
1st is i think of my granduncle,after the accident,cant talk in a proper way and hv to lie on the bed now...he is sad...and v r trying hard to help him to b normal..but everything seems like the same....
2nd is i felt sorry to my fren,stephanie,at 1st i told her i m going to the trip, but the next day i told her i m nt going due to some problem.....(the problem is,i 1 2 go back to my home sweet home every week...i 1 2 appreciate the time and chance tat i still can face to face talk with my parents,can hold them,can hv a simple meal with them,ppl who are not away from home wont know abt the feeling,i dun 1 to regret.tat's all) .....and de reply tat she gave to me is i m giving her problem.well....sorry to her again..
3rd is i feel bad with the condition right now,i dun like the place tat i staying now, i dun like the room that i sleeping now,i dun like the meal that i having now.is not tat i dun like the ppl ....i jz dun like to see ppl face and do things....(understand?)...i dun like to wear the mask everyday...i 1 2 show my feeling ,i want to have privacy,i 1 to have freedom~~but i jz cant do tat at HERE!!!AND i jz duno why,i feel tat she is becoming more and more selfish and emo nowadays~well.....I WILL BEAR WITH IT FOR ABT 2 MONTHS TIME and then, i will LEFT!THX LORD!
4th is .....i really wanna to study.....but everyday when i came bak from college,i look back the notes tat i copy,i did not know wat to study........feel tat everything seems like very easy...(but on the fact,i know they aren't)
i call my best fren just now while re-copy my messy notes...but he din pick up...after tat he cold me....when i heard his sound.....i felt relieve.....but when he ask me:anything u 1 2 tell me?i cried....a lot of things i 1 to tell...but he seems like very busy...so i jz said...nothing....
etc etc etc.....feeling better now...........
wat to do now is ...go n take a bath..den sleep ...so Good Night....
p/s:Cousin Rase.....if u read blog,pls dun go n tell ur sister,ur brother, ur mother,ur father or whoever.....i need PRIVACY in front of the FAMILY.thx

Happy Birthday to Granpa~~

Happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u.....
Wish you(my grandpa):stay healthy and........Happy forever!!!


Lols~~~~duno whether is granpa birthday or our birthday~~~v seem like more enjoy den gong gong~~Yeah~~Me and Pei Xuan~~i more cute lar~~ahah....(beh paise nia)..
Ok~~dun believe me...i didnt eat tat little~~~lols~
Aunty and Lawrence......wow...sitting in v.i.p room lur~~so unfair 1........
hello~~~Cindy n Rase is here!!!!!
Everybody were busy eating~~~no1 cares abt me ~~ahah
Lovely cousin n me!!
ok...among 3 i m the fattest....but there's oso angle problem ok~!!!!
i hv 2 admit tat my face r more n more roundie nowadays~no doubt...eating a lot now~~~ahaha
Our family pic~~
The whole family pic(spots me!!!)...no need to spot lar~~find the fattest 1 tiok is me liao lar~~~~~ahaa!!lols !!!In Seoul garden,auto city.
-The end-

11.4.09

Well...a shopping day again~~~but dis time is forced to go 1....sien nia~~
Lols...i saw dis funny guy while waiting for the sales girl to take bag for my bro~~~lols..beh tong nia~~~And i do lame thing again n again~~~aaha
Lols~~speechlessssssssssssssssssssss
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More speechlesssssssssssssssssssss i think...ahaha
-the end-

10.4.09

Lawrence Ng came bak from K.L....lols......we went to taiping n fetch him.After go bus station,den v go taiping hospital 2 fetch my eldest bro after he finish his work......after tat,we went to Kuala sepetang n take our dinner~~Yummie~~

The Nice View make ppl feel relax when having dinner there.....1st time been there.....quite nice lar~~
Lols......i know i know....i will get fat......but now....I DUN 1 TO KEEP FIT AD!!!(to my cousin)..because i really cannot stand with YUMMY FOOD!!~~~~
Wow....look at their plate....even "geli" den mine 1.......they ate a lot~~~~ahaha.....
Look lar~~while waiting 4 them 2 finish up their food~~~did lame things lur~~i m expert in that
Ahhaah~~~u know i know~~~
Well...i think i din eat u huh???cause i din saw my plate gt dis colour of crab oso~~~haha...u r the lucky 1....
the "pee prawn"ahaha....lai niu ha~~~NOT NICE 1......

Not forget to thanks to dis "contributor" lols....but i oso think tat i din eat dis...because the surface of the crab tat i eat is smooth 1....dis 1 gt a bit....scary.....i ask my eldest bro y is it like dis,den he replied: because it is sleeping and snooring~~~wtf~~~lame bro!!!ahaha
ANYWAY,nice dinner....thx 2 daddy n the lord for providing dis meal 4 us~^^

09.4.09

Yeah~happy shopping day ~~~
Morning time,went queensbay with my sister n bro in law after my sister went 2 body check up.
I went Borders 2 find my "contract Law" reference book,but......CAN'T GET IT!!!!(geram)
After tat,sis call me when i m in forever 21,ask me whether 1 2 take breakfast with them at Canton-i anot,den i say ok ...so i went there n meet them up.And i realise tat Canton-i is like Dragon-i sub company,wth~lols...after breakfast,sister fetch me 2 college.
What the lucky 1,2day my lecturer was nt feeling well,so she let us go abt half an hour earlier.So ..i call my cousin 2 acc me 2 gurney.We went there at abt four smth.When i reach there:-
1.Go 2 "Shi Lin" 2 buy tempura
2.Sasa 2 buy smth
3.Esprit, but cant find my top
4.MPH,Spend 1 hour there....swt~buy my book.
5.Popular,apply 4 member card,buy wrapper and CD case.
6.Went Korean stall,buy Sweets and drinks.
7.went Roxy,but cant find my slipper.
8.Went Dorothy Perkins buy some top..(finally)lols
9.Feel hungry den go big apple.
10.Still nt satisfy,go gelatissimo.Sit down there n eat(and call my kelvin b...cause thought he working there,mana tau,he said he fever).And Guess...who i saw?ahah...distedDBS 1...but i never talk with him b4....i think his nam is "wei zhi"
11.went 2 fourskin 2 buy my slipper!!!!
12.daddy come n fetch us..den went 2 eat dim sum..
............................wat a happie day!!!!!!i enjoy!!!i love!!!!i like!!!!!!!!!

When i stay in home at night,and this will happen...lols

-Starting-

He told her:"baby~i need to leave u,cause v r nt in the same world. if v still pretend as v r the same,den v r torturing ourself.Let time forget and clean everything,include me.Just forget about me and dun contact me anymore.Thanks.."

and she kept on wondering~y is he saying all dis nonsense?she's sad for no reason~

and she keeps waiting for him to come bak 2 her, but it seems like useless...he din contact her at all ....nor msg her~

As waiting for him to come bak,she started to miss him~~she recall every moment that she spent with him 2gether....all their sweet memories had came out in sudden,and she smile~

u might see her smiling at u,fooling around and she looks active and happy-go-lucky....

BUT,inside her heart,she is bleeding~

-the end-

yeah~use dis 2 make u "stand"...lols....thinking wat?i mean hair ok???

i 1 2 go 4 lee hom's concert on 2nd of May pls~~~~

u really 1 2 go?no matter wat happen?no matter ur toothache start again?

YES!!!!i 1 2 go no matter wat happen!!!!!

U cant stop me!!!i 1 i 1 !!!!!!blek!!!

stubborn betul~~~well~tat's me ma~

the end

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每星期四的晚上，我都会回家，因为星期五没有课。。哈哈。。。
然后呢，星期五就是今天就会呆在家咯。。。要不然中午就去找朋友吃东西。。。在家就是那么的自在。。。昨天爸爸在我回家时，他就告诉我说公公晚上上厕所时不小心跌到然后撞到头。。。。然后我就问那又怎样吗？爸就说头流血咯!然后今天早上看到公公时，就看他的头，都没事，然后我也没问了。过后我就出去复印东西。。。回家后，爸爸就跟公公在谈话，我就看到公公的眼睛很红。。。然后爸爸就告诉我他要带公公去看医生。可是过后还是没去。。。因为公公坚持不去。过后我就问公公，为什么爸爸要带你去你又不要去？他就说：你爸爸很忙，很多东西要做，我这一点小事就不要吵他了。我如果真的有事的话，我会跟他说的。我也劝失败了。然后公公就继续说：我活到这把年纪，能驾车，能吃，能走，已经是很好了。他就说，我年轻时很努力的在工作，如今儿孙孝顺，爸爸所提供的方便，他已经很满足了。唯有我的大哥还没结婚，二哥和我还没毕业，只要我们这三个完成了他的心愿，他就心满意足了。他说我现在，要出去就驾车，回到家如果下雨，电动门一按，就不用淋雨。如果要冲热水，就按开关，晚上热的话就开冷气。。所有的一切都很方便。然后他就说，你的爸爸真得很忙，因为他一个人要管理很多很多的事。。。我当然知道我爸爸很忙啊。。。所以有时我甘愿坐巴士回家啊。。。那天在温习功课时，突然间觉得自己很败家。。真的。。。因为觉得自己读书要花那么多钱，为什么不干脆去读中六呢？然后那天又买大提琴,RM2800觉得自己真得很浪费。要风的风，要雨得雨，跟爸爸开口要钱时，爸爸从来没说第二句。haiz.....CINDY 啊。。。是时候醒了啊。。。